Vindicated

HARRO HARRO HARRO :)

2009-11-30T04:25:00.004+08:00

ADVANCED WARNING

It's Valerie blogging, you up for the challenge?!

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HEY EVERYONE!!!! OMGEESUS, IT'S BEEN AGES SINCE I'VE BLOGGED IN BLOGGER. GREAT TO BE BACK TO THIS AWESOME SHITHOLE. I'LL BE BLOGGING FOR WESLAYEEEEE OW (OUCH) TODEHHH :D CAUSE HE'S TOO BUSY WORKING AT GIORDANO, WHICH IS ALSO ANOTHER SHITHOLE. HOWEVER, IT'S ONE THAT PAYS YOU FOR DOING SHIT. AWESOME!!! SHITHOLES FTW \m/

SOOOOOOOOOOOO, DO YOU KNOW WHO IS VAL?!!?!?! WELL DO YA??!?!!? DO YA?!?!?! DO YA?!?!!?!!!?!?!?! If you don't, I'll show you my eye!!! YOU'LL BE SCARRED FOR LIFE I TELL YA!!! YEA!! SCARRED FORRRR LIFEE!!! IT'S LIKE WORSE THAN SEEING ZHAF RUNNING AROUND IN HIS GREAN UNDERWEAR. Gosh, i feel so invaded. ):

Anyway, who cares I'll show you my eye anyways :D BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *BREATHES* EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AMAZED YOUNG ONES!!!

OMGEESUS BIG EYE MONSTER (ME) VS BIG ADAM'S APPLE MONSTER (AZIZ)

Woooo yeaaaa!!!! YOU AFRAID NOW??!?!!? HUH!?!?!!? HUH?!??!? HUH?!?!?!!?!? K-.- I'm trying to act like I'm sane here at 2:22am IN DA FREAKING MORNING. OMGEESUS!!! MAKE A WISH EVERYONE!!! K, I'VE MADE MINE - WIDE GRINS -

ANY-WAY-WHO, I NEED YOUR FULLEST ATTENTION RIGHT NOW!!! YEA THIS INSTANCE!!!! LOOK AT ME!!!! K thanks :D Alright there would be 2 important IMPORTANT!!! ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE.

FIRST ANNOUNCEMENT...

Under Hill is having an upcoming band Gig on the 6th of December (Sunday), from 2PM till late.
It's held at Blackhole (212 Syed Alwi Rd)
Please come and support the band. It's our FIRST GIG!! :D :D

Tickets are sold at $6 each, and $7 at the door. It's not expensive and i promise you your moneys won't be flushed (:

Us Against Sophia and Scotch Tape Mayhem would be performing as well.
And they ARE GOOD.

If you think 2pm is to early, here's our performing slots (:
7.00pm Scotch Tape Mayhem
7.30pm Under Hill
8.00pm Us Against Sophia.

It's gonna be AWESOME, so....
Go? :D :D

SECOND ANNOUNCEMENT *psst, this is very urgent*...

Selling off...

Southside Jr Guitar amp - 150 (negotiable)

Trace Elliot Bass Amp - 900 (negotiable)

Fender Precision bass 1957 reissue - 1k (non negotiable)

Anyone interested? Or any queries or whatsoever...

Tag me at MY BLOG

add me up at Facebook

I really need a buyer asap, thank you guys so so very much :D

THANK YOU WESLAYE FOR LETTING ME ADVERTISE :)

Alright i shall continue blogging, i know I've got endless stuff to blog about. Can't help it, in life I'm effing talkative. I can't help it, i would totally date myself. No joke. I love talking, i think my bf can't take it anymore. Cause i would talk till the weee hours, like 3am? Hahaha! I won't be tired at all!!! I think I'm a walking coffee. Need caffeine? Ring me (:

Somone commented: KIDS.....THIS IS WHY U SHOULD NEVER PUT UR HEAD IN THE BLENDER!

Seriously, after looking at this. I actually think I've got a life right now, a wayyyyy better life compared to his. No joke. Hahaha, i mean wtf. He totally made my day. The best part is that, the day just started :D It's just 3.44AM in da morning!!! Shit I'm high.

Pao says i look like this rabbit. Well, that was random 0.0 OMGEESUS, this rabbit is awfully cute. Can i have it?! Can i?! Can i?! Oh pretty pretty pretty please with lots of yellow M&Ms on top. - WIDE GRINS -

K i totally love this phrase HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA, omg. Wooo!!! Oh it's 4.02AM already, wow time certainly flies when you're having fun having late night chats with friends. Awesomeeee!!!! I feel so shallow now. Lol.

Alright i should stop blogging now. Not sure if I'll be hitting the sack that quick, any-way-who...

YEA!!!! I MISS YOU AND THE GUYS LIKE WHUTTTTTT. OHYA, GUYS!!!! IF YOU'RE READING THIS, MAKE SURE TO MAKE YOURSELVES FREE ON THE 22ND OF DECEMBER., OK? OK? OK? OK? YOU CAN ASK ME WHAT'S GOING ON WHEN I'M ONLINE. :) ALRIGHT HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS REAL SOON, LOVE YOU!!!

SHEESH, I'M HUNGRY. I'M CRAZY HUNGRY!!!!!!!

P/S : IT'S 4.19AM. I'M NOT TIRED. I'M NOT HIGH (: NIGHTS EVERYONE!!!

im on a boat

2009-11-23T11:18:00.001+08:00

(Shorty)
Aww shit, get your towels ready it's about to go down (shorty, yeah)
Everybody in the place hit the fucking deck (shorty, yeah)
But stay on your motherfucking toes
We running this, let's go

I'm on a boat (I'm on a boat)
I'm on a boat (I'm on a boat)
Everybody look at me 'cause I'm sailing on a boat (sailing on a boat)
I'm on a boat (I'm on a boat)
I'm on a boat
Take a good hard look at the motherfucking boat (motherfucking boat, yeah)

I'm on a boat motherfucker take a look at me
Straight floating on a boat on the deep blue sea
Busting five knots, wind whipping out my coat
You can't stop me motherfucker cause I'm on a boat

Take a picture, trick (trick)
I'm on a boat, bitch (bitch)
We drinking Santana champ,
Cause it's so crisp (crisp)
I got my swim trunks
And my flippie-floppies
I'm flipping burgers, you at Kinko's
Straight flipping copies

I'm riding on a dolphin, doing flips and shit
The dolphin's splashing, getting everybody all wet
But this ain't Seaworld, this is real as it gets
I'm on a boat, motherfucker, don't you ever forget

I'm on a boat and
It's going fast and
I got a nautical themed
pashmina afghan
I'm the king of the world
On a boat like Leo
If you're on the shore,
then you're sure not me-oh

Get the fuck up, this boat is REAL!!!

Fuck land, I'm on a boat, motherfucker (motherfucker)
Fuck trees, I climb buoys, motherfucker (motherfucker)
I'm on the deck with my boys, motherfucker (yeah)
This boat engine make noise, motherfucker

Hey ma, if you could see me now (see me now)
Arms spread wide on the starboard bow (starboard bow)
Gonna fly this boat to the moon somehow (moon somehow)
Like Kevin Garnett, anything is possible

Yeah, never thought I'd be on a boat
It's a big blue watery road (yeah)
Poseidon
Look at me, oh (all hands on deck)

Never thought I'd see the day
When a big boat coming my way
Believe me when I say
I fucked a mermaid

I'm on a boat
I'm on a boat
Everybody look at me 'cause I'm sailing on a boat (woaah)
I'm on a boat
I'm on a boat
Take a good hard look at the mothafuckin' boat (sha-sha-shorty, shorty, yeah)

work work work work work work work

2009-11-21T11:17:00.003+08:00

hi guys im bored as fuck.
so im gonna talk about wat has been happening lately. well i've been working for the past week.
so the first day was pretty scary, the interviewer told me im supposed to go at 1.30. so i came at 1.30 and guess wat? my shift starts at 2! =D so i had to stand and walk around for half an hour for no fking reason! how fun is tat!?

ok so the person in charge of me is rong rong, shes a pretty cool girl =D shes not tat type of insane slavedriver sort of person, but she does have her expectations. im cool with tat. so i got my uniform and its not as horrible as i thought it would look. polo tees and jeans, hmmm not too shabby.

aight so afterwards she taught me where everything was, all the excess stock and blah, how to rearrange clothes in size and colour and blah blah. ALL the promotions, and jesus christ they sure do have a hell load of promotions. i hate the junior section though, its so confusing. who cares bout kids right? lmao. just give em a piece of cloth and wrap it around em and tats enough xD

well no one really comes into the store in the morning so its pretty much standing around folding and then unfolding and then refolding and sommore standing and u throw in a few jokes around and BAM its lunch time and there'd be a sudden rush of ppl and then u get real busy. i hate those aunties tat keep talking and talking and talking and talking and talking and complaining and then talk and talk and talk bout how expensive our stuff is. srsly ppl, WE DONT GIVE A FUCK! WE JUST DO THIS TO GET PAID, DONT U UNDERSTAND!? but every once in a while u get a caucasian customer or a really friendly s'porean and they just make ur day. their really cool, ONE EVEN GAVE ME A PAT ON THE BACK =D OMG OMGOMGOMGOMG TAT R BIG DEAL. ok back to the topic

yea, soo ive pretty much gotten used to the place, except the cold and the loneliness. really miss my friends over there, but im making new friends with muh colleagues. at first it was pretty hard cuz i r dun speak chainese. but i made a few good friends. ones hui chern, some 27 yr old mom tats cool, i can relate to her and she talks to me when i seem fucking bored, which is all the time =D jayden's cool too. he kinda reminds me of alvin so i get along quite well with him. so we talked about which skools we're from and all tat stuff. he lives freakishly near me lol so we go home tgt sometimes when we work till closing time. after i told him bout me being in wrs he was like, oh i heard of tat place, their regulations r fucking strict. i was like, yea.. guess our skool is pretty well known =/

theres another supervisor which is pretty cool, his names sunny( i noe right?! lmfao) but despite his name, he can be real fierce. but he treats me pretty good. oh yea, i realised i was the youngest among all of em, they r at least bout 18 lol. anyways, ive been checking out vids on youtube and stuff and stumbled on this lol, its epic

dads got something up his ass today

2009-11-15T10:29:00.002+08:00

wtf my dad shouted like fuck at me cuz i lost the pick for the guitar, just get one pick for urself and ill get my own pick, tats wat i told him and he goes on and on and on bout how i dont get the logic and shit, wat logic is there to understand? i lost a pick, since u use a pick, and i use a pick, y dont we just both get picks, this way, if i lose my pick, u dont have to waste ur energy bitching all about it like a 12 yr old girl. simple lol. geez, he really has something up his ass today. go get anal bleached or sumthing lol xD

2009-11-14T19:49:00.000+08:00

check this out, ima post bout the EPIC PULAU UBIN AND HALO ODST POST SOON ENOUGH =]

aw yea.. finally updating

2009-11-11T12:24:00.007+08:00

hey guys, lol wut im finally updating. aight lets start and see wats going on, so, ytd was gary's b'day. kudos to u gaz. I LOVE YOU SEXUALLY IN UR NIGHTMARES. oh yea we watched jen's bod. dam boi, seksual phantasee right there >=] kinda embracing my suppish side lately with the weight of O's like u noe, being lesser and lesser and shit.

so the other day right, azri, hazmie, syafiq, gary and i went JOBHUNTING. so we took a ride in hazmie's dad's car and on the way there we heard taylor swift on the radio and she was singing her SnL monologue. kewl i didnt noe she used the word douche, i thought she was like hannah montana promoting vriginity shit and wat not. mmmmmm sexay >=]

ok back to the topic, so we went around orchard rd finding jobs at the hotels first was the hyatt hotel, first impression wasnt very good, THEY HAD A BALD GUY AS A RECEPTIONIST =O. jk.
so he told us tat the interviewing place is like at some secluded cornor and we gotta go there at like 2pm. same goes for the rest of the hotels we went to but its k. so then at 2 we went to the human resource departments in the respective hotels and BAM, smacked right in the face with disappointment. they were either like, oh the interviews on thursday or they r like no vacancies pl0x.

aight so we decided to go for a recruitment agency at taka. so then we went in and we had ta fill a form. after tat we waited and waited and we then were asked to go into a room to get like a 5 man interview? wtf. so the agent was named vanessa (i almost laughed when i heard her name, lol some ppl would get wat i mean) she seemed pretty serious at first but after she said the word "pissed" i was pretty sure she was cool. so yea, interview went on and shit and she said she'll give us a call the next day if there are any openings at some giordano shop thing. so the next day i got a call and gary did too, wow we managed to get a job tgt. wat are the odds? (maybe its cuz gary mentioned teh best friend thing, heng sia) so yea, tmrs the interview for the job and if we get it i think we gotta start next week. woooooOOOOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOOOoooooo! WoW, bass and shit here i come! xD gary aint as excited as i was though, maybe its cuz he didnt really need the job. lol. oh well, at least u got me bro =D

aight guys, hope u like my new blog skin and song and stuff. take care.

dam.. megan fox is some hawt shit
i have a sudden urge to get a blowjob from a swiss ballet dancer

MY APOCALYPSE TECHNO/POP VERSION

2009-11-11T12:23:00.003+08:00

KEWL KEWL CHECK THIS OUT

OMG I POSTED

2009-10-18T18:49:00.003+08:00

hey guys! well recently i've been just staying at home studying. yea and i know some of you guys are like, i think u study too much and stuff. not that im referring to anyone specific, so yea,u heard tat ariani? xD nah jk. so heres wats up, yesterday was doing pretty much nothing but hanging out and studying till my cuzins suddenly came. dam boi shocking much?

so yea my cuzins came, boris and natalie. and my aunts and stuff came for i dunno wat the buck reasons lol. anyways boris just became sec 1 and i havent seen him in a while, HE FUCKING BROKE HIS VOICE. OMG BIGGEST ACHIEVEMENT IN THE WORLD. ill miss his squeeky voice when he was a kid. still remember when he kicked me in the balls 3 times in a row.. ow.. just hurts thinking about it x.x

ANYWAYS, he brought his naruto shippuden CD and we watched a few episodes, dam, i think i might actually get hooked on tat show. NO WES DONT DO IT. I MUST, IT R MY DESTINY. cAmEl sEx (wtf is with the caps and stuff?) as u can see, im partially high for unknown reasons, maybe its cuz of all the studying(or the porn) ive been watching, i mean DOING.(tat still sounds wrong) im not doing amateur porn with 3 gay guys just so u noe.

k so back to the topic, so my cuz wanted to play halo 3 but nooo! fking GP batteries always fucking leak. my remote controller got fked today cuz of leaking GP batteries, dont buy em. those bastards. so we went to play badminton at the playground near my house. wooo it was fun till i accidentally hit too high and it ended up in a tree. so, being a genius and all, i was like "hey lets throw our badminton rackets and knock it down cuz" hes like k. so we kept throwing and throwing and watdya noe, both our rackets got stuck in the tree. but the good thing was the shuttle cock fell and we got it =D 1 shuttle cock was totally worth losing 2 badminton rackets! so we tried everything to get em down.. but lifes a bitch. SO THEN I CALLED AZIZ AND HE BROUGHT A BAMBOO POLE DOWN. aw yea.. we got those 2 suckas down in a jiffy. thx aziz =D

well after tat we went home and hung out again, talking bout love and stuff. aw my cuz is growing up, SCREW EM GOOD SON, SCREW EM GOOD. i mean, respect girls and stuff! xD
yea, tats about it.

TESTICULAR EXPLOSION

2009-10-15T22:41:00.003+08:00

HI GUYS, AS U CAN SEE FROM THE POST BELOW, IM A GAY CAMEL HUMPER =D. lol nice one gary, tat really brightened up my day xD

anyways, time to mug to da max! will miss all of u guys =(

got nothing much to write but heres a quote gary told me. its not much but i wanna live my life according to it.

"don't act your age, act your SHOE SIZE" awww yea. i dont think ill ever grow up, im a size 7 btw. so w00t pri 1 forever xD

EXXXXXXPECTO PAAAAAAAATROOOOOOOONUM

Hi,Wes here.

2009-10-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

Hi, this is wesley, and totally NOT Gary hacking wesley's blogger account.

I'd just like to say hi I'm wesley, Im gay and I love sucking men's dicks. I have a fetish for pottery and camels turn me on. Every night I go to gaycamels.com to watch some good old men-sucking-camels'-dicks-porno, it helps me get wet dreams everynight.

On saturdays I like to go to the Zoo and sneak into camel enclosures and fuck them all in the butt WITHOUT wearing a condom. My doctor says I might get aids from all the inter-species fucking but life is nothing without Camel sex to me, so NOTHING will ever deter me.

I have a huge crush on Zac Efron cuz his sooooo fucking fabulicious. I wish I could lay him down in bed and pour camel spit all over his body and lick it off while watching him make er, camel sounds? I duno wtf to call the sounds camels make, but does it turn me on or what..

Well thats all I had to say folks, and remember, this IS wesley, and NOT Gary.

2009-10-11T16:35:00.001+08:00

hey guys, im at garys house. SELLING CANNED SEX! IT GIVES U PLEASURE AND ITS PORTABLE! WHAT MORE CAN YOU ASK FOR! ;D

2009-10-11T16:29:00.001+08:00

Fall Out Boy
Grand Theft Autumn (Where Is Your Boy)

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town

When I wake up
I'm willing to take my chances on the hope i forget that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you.
You need him. I could be him
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town.

Someday I'll appreciate in value
Get off my ass and call you
But for the meantime I'll sport my brand new fashion
of waking up with my pants off at 4:00 in the afternoon.
You need him, I could be him
I could be an accicent but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman
Maybe he won't find out what I know, you were the last good thing about this part of time
(Repeat)

Maybe he won't find out what I know, you were the last good thing about this part of town

2009-09-29T16:57:00.004+08:00

hey guys =D updated my friggin blog, i changed the photbucket skin. aye, real tired nowadays dont noe whether its the 24/7 fapping sessions or is it just the o level stress hmmmmmmmmm im guessing its the o level stress xD yea im kidding bout the 24/7 fapping shit, lol duh! so anyways, im hacking into my sister's laptop and using it to blog so yea, my com aint gonna crash >=).

anyways, as u all noe (by me not being able to climb stairs without experiencing excruciating pain and agony, etc) i went on a killing spree =D nah just kidds. went to play Pball with pao and gary.. wooo it was one heck of a day.. being all paranoid with my wallet and stuff. well it took me a shit long time convincing my parents(my mom) to let me go to m'sia. god dam lol.. shes always ranting bout the worst case scenario and stuff, WHAT IF U ALL GET ROBBED AND RUN IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS AND U DONT HAVE ROAMING SO U CANT CALL AND ULL BE LOST FOREVEEEEEEERRRRRRR and WHAT IF U GET INTO A CAR ACCIDENT AND U DONT HAVE INSURANCE TO PAY FOR UR HOSPITAL BILLS IN M'SIA. dammit woman, if tats the case u might as well stay at home, lock urself in the room, put urself in a safety bubble and live there forever. geez.. lol funny thing was tat she actually asked me the reason y i have to go out with my friends. wow mom, seems like u had a RAGING SOCIAL LIFE in ur youth =D but its k, i understand u love me alot blah blah blah cliche stuff. so yea, i love you alot blah blah blah cliche stuff too mom =D

k so back to the pball thing. i met up with gary at his house at bout 8 am or so. didnt really sleep the day before but somehow the thought of shooting ppl with paint and running around kept me going. LOL. k so then pao and his dad and aj picked us up, off to m'sia we went =D so it was a long ride and there were a few pit stops here and there. ate donuts and gary got coffee and i mooched xD few dirty jokes later, we were already at the place. it was friggin hot but we were all hyped up. we got changed into our SUPER ULTRA SLEEK COMBAT SUITS and got ready to pball. so the whole group of guys ( pao's dads colleagues and stuff) were divided into 4 groups. gary was in team C, pao was in A and i was in D. and so the day went on.

it was pretty fucking awesome, killed bout like i dunno 6 ppl or so tat day, didnt really count but it was fucking fun=D there was this fat guy i liked to target though, for obvious reasons xD it was fun playing with the guys, i got shot in the fucking neck and gary got shot in the ear xD pao's gun kept jamming and one time, he was like "hey wes go ill cover u :D" and then *holds gun vertically and all the painballs came out from his gun* ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!! aye, we were all ODST's that day =D ducking and shooting and team work really got the andrenalin running =D we were all like GARY CHIONG TO THE FRONT ILL COVER U AND LIKE DUDE ILL FLANK RIGHT U GO LEFT. and come to think of it, playing as a team actually is more fun than killing a guy. too bad AJ couldnt play, if not he'd be like MY TOP TARGET. yea u heard tat AJ! u gnome rogue xD

After a gruelling 2 hours or so of pball, we stopped, dam boi it was tiring as sex. heres the results.
Gary probably got the most kills i think, i got decent kills and was voted "most injured" by the rest and pao got decent kills too and was voted "most unlucky soldier" by us =D lol but after such a tiring day, we all still had the energy left to put on a satisfied smile =D yea.. after A FEW MORE DIRTY JOKES LATER, we were at some shopping centre and we went to watch a movie, at first we wanted to watch GAMER! but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo my parents had to go like, hey wes be back for dinner or i wont give u potatoes, so i had to go back =( for the potatoes! so we ended up watching G-force and it was the gayest, furriest movie ever.. so friggin predictable, ah well guess we were growing out of it.. heh =]

after all the stuff, we went home and then i stayed at garys house for dinner and went to swim a little and we talked bout the usual stuff, im so looking forward to after O's =D
well thats about it guys =D
us, woo we look hot in masks
Garys on the left, paos in the middle, im on the right

2009-09-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

Kanyeruption

When your interupted by Kanye West, telling you someone is better.

Kanye West : Yo Taylor Swift I'm happy for you, and ima let you finish, but Beyonce had one of the best music video of all time. All time!

Taylor Swift : I just got kanyerupted.....

2009-09-24T23:17:00.001+08:00

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k done.

2009-09-23T21:52:00.001+08:00

2009-09-20T16:26:00.002+08:00

HELLJUMPERS =D

2009-09-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

FALL OUT BOY LYRICS

"What A Catch, Donnie"

Featuring Elvis Costello

I got troubled thoughts

And the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch

You'll never catch us
So just let me be
Said I'll be fine
Till the hospital or American Embassy
Miss Flack said I still want you back
Yeah, Miss Flack said I still want you back

I got troubled thoughts
And the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch
And all I can think of
Is the way I'm the one
Who charmed the one
Who gave up on you
Who gave up on you

They say the captain
Goes down with the ship
So, when the world ends
Will God go down with it?
Miss Flack said I still want you back
Yeah, Miss Flack said I still want you back

I got troubled thoughts
And the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch
And all I can think of
Is the way I'm the one
Who charmed the one
Who gave up on you
Who gave up on you

What a catch
What a catch
What a catch
What a catch

[Elvis Costello:]
I will never end up like him
Behind my back, I already am
Keep a calendar
This way you will always know

I got troubled thoughts
And the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch
And all I can think of
Is the way I'm the one
Who charmed the one
Who gave up on you
Who gave up on you

[Gabe Saporta:]
Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing
[Travis McCoy:]
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And sugar, we're goin' down swinging
[Brendon Urie:]
Dance, dance, we're falling apart to halftime
Dance, dance, and these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me
[Doug Does:]
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a goddamn arms race
[Alex DeLeon:]
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you, only sweeter
[William Beckett:]
Growing up, growing up

I got troubled thoughts
And the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch

2009-09-16T20:48:00.013+08:00

<33HELL YEA GUYS, i bet by now ur wondering who the hell is this guy, well. HES LUTZ AND HES THE BADDEST GAY ASSISTANT'S ASSISTANT EVER!!! anyways, sry bout not posting shit for like a month or so. wooo so lets get started, man during the september schools holidays i finally found myself, yea it may sound a lil cliche but yes. i found myself back :) i'm pretty much dead inside to put it short, but hey, I don't really live for that kinda stuff no more. went back to my roots this holidays, spending time with my primary school friend, whos my bestest best friend ( no offence to my best friends in BoT and etc, i love you guys!

To Gary: Hey dude, i just really wanna say my thanks to you for everything you've been thru for me. yea i remember when we met in P2, wasnt a very nice beginning but it lead to a beautiful friendship. we werent really very popular back in the primary school days but we still had each other :D (in a non gay way!) we also werent tat athletic in school but hey, we still had a shitload of fun. i still remember during PE u found a pen in the field and i was like so dam high at the time. i was like, OMG GARY LOOK OVER THERE. *SNATCHES PEN FROM HAND AND THROWS IT FAR AWAY* and you got pissed cuz u wanted the pen xD and then there were times when i would go to ur house and play ur console games with ya. like the SEGA console (we'd play some gay witch game lol) and then ur xbox (we'd play halo and WHACKED! I WAS EUGENE THE PENGUIN AND U WERE THE INSANE GUY.) lol BEHOLD THE POWER OF STEROIDS! XD and we are pretty much the same guy just in different bodies. lol ur mom would even be like " hey i'd adopt u if its possible lol" Wesley Leong, LOL not bad.. anyways, u were always there for me and always taking my side no matter wat, and i noe we both did huge sacrifices for each other. id like to thank you for all of those things u did for me :) lol i also recall when we were in sec 1 and sec 2, though we were in diff schs, but we still kept in touch and hung out :) AND SURPRISINGLY WE STARTED TALKING BOUT GIRLS! (WHICH WAS NEVER A TOPIC WHEN WE WERE IN PRI SCH LOL!) yea.. i also recall u coming to MY house and hanging out, we would get so high and do stupid things like play with baby powder and get the WHOLE room covered with a layer of baby powder.. my dad got so pissed.. lol and remember when we tried to drink a shit load of coffee? and lyd told us too much coffee could kill us? lol we got so dizzy.. but all those bull shit things we did was worth it. lol i love u bro, ull always be my bestest best friend, or better still, my brother :) BESTEST BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD, HUGGING AND SINGING AND HAVING ***! xD

tat was us in i think sec 1 or sec 2. kick ass! bros forever dude. bros forever :)

AND ID LIKE TO THANK MY OTHER UBER EPICLY EPIC FRIENDS, BoT, Val and Annie, Suang eng and kevin, and boonhao!

BoT:

To Nabil : hey dude, i'd like ta thank ya for accompanying me all these years. still remember the times we used to have in sec 1 and sec 2 where we were like doing every stupid fucking thing in school with boon hao and sham. AND ID NEVER GET CAUGHT! we had ups and downs in our lives in school and stuff, and we pulled it thru. thx for giving me a listening ear when i was all screwed and depressed even though it gets annoying alot. we'd always thought of being in a band and we always seemed to understand each other. lol we would joke in class with boon hao and we'd do the darnest things xD. like tat time, oh wait i cant say it out loud lol. but u remember wat we did, with da toilet and stuff xD and oso with someones notes at MYE tat year, he was so shocked he kinda got a nose bleed. xD. yeaa... good times, u'll always be my best friend, rest assured bro

To Aziz: lol, same class in sec 1 and 2 and even though we were in different classes in sec 3 and 4, we're still doing swimmingly (says swimmingly in a british accent) xD anyways, yea, u were with me and nabil and haziq and we'd have so much fun, OH YEA, I REMEMBER WHEN WE WERE PLAYING TABOO LOL. *DOES FAPPING ACTION* OH I NOE ITS TRADITIONAL CHINESE MEDICINE! and i wrote a will during class and u all wrote fuck and sex all over it and mdm rabia confiscated it and read it LOL! heee! same goes to u, id like to thank to u for listening to all my probs even though it would get constantly more of a burden to u lol. and i want ya to noe tat if u ever have any probs or have a shoulder to cry on, id be there, we're best buds after all : ) tat goes to everyone whom i already wrote thanks to and those whom im going to be writing to below. love ya bro. lol and i do remember u ignoring me for no reason -.- which was scary but hey, wats life without scary shit to get the blood pumping! (makes no sense.. )

To Paolo: WOo! i remember the first time i really kinda got to noe u, bout in sec 1 or sec 2. u called me sisterfucker, yea, nabil was brotherfucker yada yada. man good old times, even though i havent known u as well and as long as gary, nabil and aziz, ur still my best friend and ull always be :) thx to u for being the shoulder that i would cry on, be there to give me encouraging advice even though sometimes things seem too impossible. and thx for inviting me to ur house like twice and stuff to study and MJ and stuff like tat. really cherish those moments (in a non gay way! :D), ANAL PROBE! lol i still remember AJ, he's a masochist(i think i spelt tat wrongly but LOL!) yea, i love ya bro( in a non gay and sexual way). ull always be my best friend :) BoT ftw!

To Zhaf: hey u crazy ass dude! thx for being there for me too lol, yea i guess everysingle friend of mine has. you've always been a pretty much suppish kinda guy ( go with the flow and not give a shit guy) or at least u seem to be one, but its k! your positive attitude helps bring me up when my spirits are in the ditches sometimes, love ya for tat(yet again, in a non gay way -.-) k so yea, ur an awesome guitarist and u help motivate me in playing bass! hell yea dude, hopefully one day we'll be able to make a band (BoT) or sumthing like tat, maybe collaborate with gary and me or sumthing to make a super ultra mega ghey high band with a cheesy name like "7 gay guns in a van" or sumthing like tat xD. fapawapalus! rock hard dude, and thanks :)

To Muz: hey u sexual tiger! xD thx for listening to all my probs too with the other guys and giving me pretty epic advice ( its kinda getting a bit cliche but ah well, its true) yea.. i still remember you accompanied me to admiralty and told me bout love and ur point of view and stuff, really made me feel better and gave me an ultra confidence boost! :) lol and ur "gayness" would always seem to cheer me up, stay tat way bro, its fking epic! HOMO IS THE NEW HETERO! ;D (THX FOR THE SPELLING CHECK GARY LOL) and me and the rest of BoT will always be there to help ya for ur every non-gay and non-sexual problems (well tbh we'd still help u with gay and sexual problems lol) :D rock on bro! CHYEAAAAAHHHHHHH BOI!

To mamat: hey dude, you might not totally be in BoT but id like to thank you for being such a kickass person who can tolerate so much of our bullshit ( u noe wat i mean) a nice guy like u would be always appreciated by us, ur a great friend to me and BoT even though we may not show it at times, lol, i dont really noe much about u becuz ur so mysterious and shadowy (lol, couldnt think of another better word) which makes u kinda sexy!! (in a non sexual way! lol wut?)
well i just wanna thank u for being there for me and trying to cheer me up when i was all down in the dumps, thx bro :)

To Val and Ariani:

hey ya'll! well, you 2 are pretty new friends but DAM BOI u guys are epic!!!! lol i still remember the day tat we all met ( aye everyone does lol..) so yea, i was like OMG THEY LISTEN TO BLINK AND SHIT! AWSHUM! yea.. and after we hung out with the rest of BoT, lol, fun stuff... fun stuff. I R HAZ CHEESEBURGERS! thx for being there for me when i was down, yea i repeated tat sentence alot thruout the post but i mean it. i still remember when we all went out to watch like 17 again and stuff like tat, it was such an uber epic awesome day! xD lol, and your bubbly and high personalities really lift me up sometimes, with all the random singing and stuff! xD ill never forget u 2, and tat goes to all the people in my post too :) thx for everything u 2 :D
HUGS! ( IN A NON SEXUAL WAY!)

To Suan Eng And Kevin: even though im not tat close to u guys, but hey, u guys are epic, lol! having u 2 in my life is like watching a funny movie tat never gets old. u 2 cheer me up effortlessly with kevin's insane bullshit and unreasonable yet understandable funny shit acts and suan engs EPICNESS! u 2 never fail to amaze me lol.. hanging out at ur house to study and stuff was pretty cool, and id like to thank u 2 for the times tat u guys were there for me and all the moral support :) even though u probably wouldnt be on my blog reading this post but i just want u guys to noe tat I LOVE U GUYS IN A NON GAY WAY! :D STAY INSANE U 2, cuz tats the way i like it!

To Boon Hao: hey dude, gosh, its been like 4 yrs tat we've been friends already, yea we met in sec 1 with nabil and sham and we did alot of stupid shit xD and even though we had some ups and downs between u and me especially in sec 1 and 2 with issues.. ( if u can still remember) but after those issues blew by, we were cool again. u helped me with my own issues and vice versa, ud always be there for me if i needed an honest opinion and a good laugh! and in sec 3 our friendship was strained to the point of breaking down ( u noe wat happened..) but we pulled thru it and now, woooooo! thank you dude, i really love ya, as a bro. hopefully our friendship would last many many more years to come. thx dude. srsly.

yea, i realised tat friends are way more important to me right now, cuz friends last a life time. :)
I live for only a few things:

1) Family
2)Friends
3)Studies/Career
4)having a shitload of fun

and nothing else. at least for now :)

NOW BACK TO RECENT NEWS!

lol yea, FLASHMOB WAS AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWSHUM! wooo! too bad it rained and some ppl didnt come, but TOO BAD FOR THEM XD loved the fact tat i could hang out with my best friends :) after flashmob went to gary's house to study. im all stressed out for exams and shit. the exams were pretty good i guess, cept like a maths, dam..

oh yea,lol val cut my hair recently, and it was EPIC! NOT BAD VAL, NOT BAD! XD i really liked it, too bad i had to go slope my hair afterwards. even though i have a baldspot (i think) and nearly got my ear cut xD IT WAS AWESOME ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD cant wait to do it again some other time!!!

and now for today! well it was a maths (bummer) it was pretty hard i guess.. after a maths hung out with nabil in the canteen and maria and her friend (who i simply just cant remember her name, DAMMIT!) after aziz got released, we went to muz house to hang out, but not before getting like takoyaki and sparklies! epic!!! had so much fun lol. after tat nabil aziz and i went home. on the way we bought 2 more sparklies and nabil got takoyaki, i challenged aziz to a drinking contest and dam boi.. he is a fast drinker tat bastard xD ah well.. lol i feel so woozy and drunk.

well tats about it guys, wow its a pretty long post =D, would be changing my song too :) dw! aight its getting late, gotta do my chem. take care guys.

-Wes

2009-08-08T20:38:00.004+08:00

HEY GUYS !
hee!
anyways, today went to cut hair with the guys, met em at mac first, then we went to cut hair, zhaf was too scared to get his hair cut by azizul so he went to the PROFESSIONAL HAIRDRESSER. so anyways, nabil, muz and i went to azizul's house and got our hair cut by the man, NICE SKILLS THERE BRO! and aziz cut half of my head's hair, lol good try aziz, and nabil got paranoid of aziz xD

k so afterwards we walked to causeway point and talked and walked back home, and talked about life and hiccups. i want my pimp spoon back =/ so tats about it for today lol

so, lets rewind time and talk about wat happened on saturday.
hmmm, NDP was awesome, although they should have put the newest NDP song first. RAISE THE PIMP SPOON. poster was hell yea, GO CHEN WEI'S TEAM. throw bread lah, kinda went insane mode there. anyways, lol, they all threw me up during the concert, mr faraz was like, lol wut? gratz to the good performance to everyone tat performed!

went to pao's house afterwards and we did physics and e maths, hmmm AJ'S A GAY ANIMAL. man i wish i had a bro, i could beat him up and he'll like it xD after tat we played DESTROY ALL HUMANS, BRAINS BRAINS BRAINS, KILL JEWS AND READ JAPANESE GIRLS' MINDS. "YOU ARE VERY UGERY"YEA YEA YEA, IMAGINE ME SAYING TAT IN A CHEESY JAPANESE ACCENT. lol. anyways, pao's mom invited me for dinner so i stayed and had macaroni and some chicken =D it was kickass! and the moon was red, why? pao's mom had the answer! drumroll plz! well mars is coming close to earth again, and this time its gonna be even closer than EVER so hell yea!!!, get ur calenders set to august 27! oh and happy belated b'day to xiner! ur old now xD oh yea, we oso played godfather, and pao made MJ, ON WEEKDAYS, HE'S KING OF POP!, BUT WHEN BUSINESS IS BAD FOR HIS ALBUMS (OR ITS THE WEEKENDS) HES A DON IN THE MAFIA =D RANDOMLY HIJACKING CARS, ROBBING BANKS, RANDOMLY CHOKING PASSER-BYS, KILLING HOES, LEADING COPS TO BURIAL SITES JUST TO KILL EM, ETC! mj is bad ass lol xD so much fun. anyways, tats about it lulz
HE'S A SMOOTH CRIMINAL!

2009-07-30T22:42:00.001+08:00

I'm tired of everything. say what you want. i'm not gonna explain anything anymore. i'm self explanatory.

ESCAPE THE FATE LYRICS
"Something"

So now you're running, it's hard to see clearly
When I make you angry, you're stuck in the past
And now you're screaming, so can you forgive me?
I've treated you badly, but I am still here

Sometimes I wonder, why I'm still waiting
Sometimes I'm shaking, that's how you make me
Sometimes I question why I'm still here
Sometimes I think I'm going crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
(something to somebody else)
(something to somebody else)

You look at me through clouded eyes,
I know you see through my lies
See the sky, see the stars;
All of this could be ours
Out of sight, out of mind,
We've been through this a thousand times
Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

You know I would wait forever
Yes, I would wait (I would wait)

You know I would wait forever
Yes, I would wait

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

And I'm the one that should mean something
But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else, something to somebody else

2009-07-15T21:19:00.003+08:00

But, if
You're thinkin'
About my baby
It don't matter if you're
Black or white!

hey guys, nothing much has been happening lately, well just doing homework and catching up with things. nothing much to post.. HEAL THE WORLD, MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE, FOR YOU AND FOR ME AND THE ENTIRE HUMAN RACE! gosh i cant believe he's dead, i bet he just froze himself cuz he has cancer and he just faked his death. michael wherever you are being frozen in tat cryogenic cell, i hope tat u rest in peace, and one day u'd find a way to live forever! peace out, i'm tired.

2009-07-06T16:06:00.002+08:00

CHANGED BLOG SONG, YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND MAN IN THE MIRROR BY MICHAEL JACKSON, R.I.P. BRO. IM NOT GONNA BE A HYPOCRITE AND SAY THAT I'VE ALWAYS SUPPORTED HIM. THERE ARE TIMES THAT I DID BELIEVE HE WAS A CHILD MOLESTER. BUT AFTER HE DIED ,I LOOKED BACK AND REALISED HE WASN'T. HE'S A GENIUS WHEN IT CAME TO MUSIC AND HE HELPED LOADS OF PEOPLE. HE WOULDN'T DO THAT TO A CHILD. IM SORRY MICHAEL..

I PRACTICALLY GREW UP WITH MICHAEL, MY DAD WOULD ALWAYS PLAY HIS MUSIC IN THE CAR OR MOTORHOME WHEN I WAS IN AMERICA. I WOULD ALWAYS TURN ON THE TELLY WHENEVER THERE ARE MICHAEL JACKSON VIDS ON. OR WHEN THERE WAS A DOCUMENTARY ON IT. MICHAEL MADE ME BELIEVE THAT MY CHILDHOOD IS IMPORTANT, I SHOULD FULLY MAKE USE OF IT, CUZ MICHAEL DIDNT HAVE A GOOD CHILDHOOD, AND HES LONGING SO MUCH FOR 1. MADE ME TREASURE MINE.

I LOVED THE FACT TAT HE WAS PRETTY MUCH AN ADULT BUT DEEP INSIDE HE WAS LIKE A 12 YR OLD KID. I NEVER WANNA GROW UP. I REMEMBER I WAS SO SCARED OF WATCHING THRILLER CUZ OF THE SCENES BUT I REALLY LOVED BILLIE JEAN AND SMOOTH CRIMINAL WHEN I WAS A KID. I ALWAYS WOULD MIMIC HIS MOVES BUT FAIL MISERABLY. I DID LOSE FAITH IN MICHAEL AT 1 POINT OF TIME. BUT HE'D ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART. YOUR MUSIC STILL LIVES ON IN ME. MY PARENTS WOULD TELL ME STORIES BOUT YA AND HOW COOL YOU WERE.

MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU MICHAEL AND YOUR WHOLE FAMILY. WE'LL FOREVER MISS YOU. YOU WERE A MUSICAL GENIUS, AN INSANELY TALENTED DANCER, A DAM PROACTIVE ENVIRONMENTALIST, A REALLY GENEROUS GUY, AND A GODLY HUMANITARIAN. YOU'VE TOUCHED MY HEART, AND ILL REMEMBER YOU BRO. R.I.P.

You Are Not Alone lyrics
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

Man In The Mirror lyrics

Ooh ooh ooh aah
Gotta make a change
For once in my life
It's gonna feel real good
Gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right

As I turned up the collar on
A favorite winter coat
This wind is blowin' my mind
I see the kids in the street
With not enough to eat
Who am I to be blind
Pretending not to see their needs

A summer's disregard
A broken bottle top
And a one man's soul
They follow each other
On the wind ya' know
'Cause they got nowhere to go
That's why I want you to know

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change, yey
Na na na, na na na, na na na na oh ho

I've been a victim of
A selfish kinda love
It's time that I realize
There are some with no home
Not a nickel to loan
Could it be really pretending that they're not alone

A willow deeply scarred
Somebody's broken heart
And a washed out dream
(Washed out dream)
They follow the pattern of the wind ya' see
'Cause they got no place to be
That's why I'm starting with me

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make that change

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
(Man in the mirror, oh yeah)
I'm asking him to change his ways, yeah
(Change)
No message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make the change
You gotta get it right, while you got the time
'Cause when you close your heart
(You can't close your, your mind)
Then you close your mind

(That man, that man, that man)
(That man, that man, that man)
(With the man in the mirror, oh yeah)
(That man you know, that man you know)
(That man you know, that man you know)
I'm asking him to change his ways
(Change)
No message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself then make that change

(Na na na, na na na, na na na na)
Ooh
Oh yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
(Na na na, na na na, na na na na)

Oh no
Oh no, I'm gonna make a change
It's gonna feel real good
Sure mon
(Change)
Just lift yourself
You know, you got to stop it yourself
(Yeah)
Oh
Make that change
(I gotta make that change today, oh)
(Man in the mirror)
You got to, you got to not let yourself, brother oh
Yeah
You know that
(Make that change)
(I gotta make that make me then make)
You got, you got to move
Sure mon, sure mon
You got to
(Stand up, stand up, stand up)
Make that change
Stand up and lift yourself, now
(Man in the mirror)
Make that change
(Gonna make that change, sure mon)
(Man in the mirror)
You know it, you know it, you know it, you know
(Change)
Make that change

2009-07-04T21:16:00.003+08:00

our first inn=]

the place we eat breakfast at our inn

our rooms =D

sis lol

me lol

lunch on the first day

parade

still parade

omg still parade

omfg still parade

dinner on the 1st night

still dinner at the first night

a restaurant in the mountains

another view from da restaurant =]

teh botol= best drink in world

mountain

crater lake =]

EKO SUGIARTO, my best friend at bali =]
hes so cool!

some dance called the "kecak dance"

the dirty duck restaurant =]

the temple in the mountains =]

watersports!

para-sailing!

temple at the sea =]

the bats tat flew out right after the sunset =]

ATV instructors!

took this when we had our break

complementary lunch after ATV =]

bali bombing memorial

sunset at the beach =]

dinner at the beach =]

karma villa!

resort

karma villas beeach!

EKO SUGIARTO! on the last day, always will remember his crazy smile lol

2009-06-23T23:08:00.003+08:00

greetings to all wes'blogreadersorians =) oh yea, aishah<------ heres ur name lol

sup guys im back, HOLY SHIT.
ok few days since im back from bali, com got fried but i unfried it, hell to the yeah!
anyways lemme talk about the trip aight?

so the first day didnt count, we took a flight from 7 to like 9 there, yea its 2 hrs lol. got late, couldnt do anything, just booked in the inn (its called Ubud Inn) its in Ubud. so anyways, yea when i refer to the 1st day or watever, just add 1 day, cuz technically on the first day all we did was sleep lol.

KAY MOVING ON

13/6/09
on the first day, woke up bright and early, WOO! ok so, we had breakfast at the inn, after tat we walked around the shops and went to see some flea market.after tat we met EKO SUGIARTO, he's our driver for the trip and he's the fucking best! afterwards went for lunch at some cool place, it was awesome, there was like a moat around the table and there were koi fish in it and stuff, cant find tat kind of bullshit in s'pore. it was awesome, food there is like dirt cheap lol. ok so after tat, we went to some place like 1 hr 45 min drive to see some parade, cuz the president was in town and stuff. they showed the culture from all indonesian islands( well most of em i guess, theres like 1000+ islands lol) so after tat nearly died of a heat stroke and then after tat we went to the kuta beach but it was dark and we were hungry so we went back to ubud and ate at this sweet restaurant,its called cafe wayan it looked frikin small from outside, but its huge inside. food was nice, had chicken steak =D food there is awesome, fuck awesome =D slept lol?

14/6/09
k on this day we woke up early again to have breakfast, i had scrabled eggs =D so after breakfast my uncle came and then we drove to some mountain in bali, on the way we stopped at some fruit farm to buy fresh fruits and stuff, got passion fruit and stuff like tat. then we went to the mountain, the view was insanely beautiful, there was a crater lake and everything. we had lunch, by the time we reached there it was like 12, and i tried some drink called tehbotol? it was actually tea in a bottle, omg, pure genius. after tat alot of ppl suddenly started to approach us to buy stuff from em and we were like WTF and we ran, some guy even asked me to go get a tatoo, and im 16 lol... so we went back to the inn and my uncle booked us some spa stuff and we went for spa! =D i got a facial lol, its gay but it was nice =D so yea after wards we went to this restaurant called the dirty duck, the food was good there too =] then afterwards we just like slept lol?

15/6/09

had breakfast in the inn again, we were moving to some other place nearer to the beach and then we headed up to another mountain, this time there was a temple there, my uncle said its pretty cool. so we headed up another mountain and had lunch at a restaurant on the mountain, it was nice, had hot chocolate and some really spicy chicken. it was freezing up in the mountain, like genting but colder lol.. anyways, we continued to drive, it was like 45 minutes more.. =/ so finally we reached the place, it was really isolated but surprisingly there were many tourists there, it was cool, it was in a crater lake and the temple had alot of those pagodas and stuff, sadly my fone ran out of batt so couldnt take alot of photos. we walked around, the view was great, with the mountain in the background. we started skipping stones and stuff, i taught my sisters how to do it, i did like 5 skips on the water with a stone =DDDDDD after tat we saw some ceremony afterwards accompanied my sisters to do shopping. then at night we went to some place called lake leke for dinner, there was like fire dancers and stuff, uber cool =]

16/6/09

so todays our last day at the inn, so we packed our things early and had our last breakfast, so after tat we put our luggage in the car and we set off for some botanical gardens, saw like tree climbing shit, afterwards we went off for lunch at some local coffee shop, had this really nice chicken, w00t. anyways then after tat we went shopping and i bought a polo tee it was awesome =]we went to see a posh resort where rich ppl stay and it was cool, it was in like a valley with rivers and waterfalls, cool =] after tat we like went to some beach where there were alot of surfers and stuff. so we slacked around and then we went to the beach for dinner =] it was cool =DDD after tat we went back to our hotel, we bought dunkin' donuts and went to bed early i guess. cant really remember

17/6/09

woke up early, had breakfast at the new resort, went to the beach to do some like strolling and stuff, afterwards we went to some billabong factory outlet, didnt really find anything nice , everything there was too big of a size lol.. frikin caucasians r so huge(or maybe im just too small =/) whichever way, i still dont have a size i want =( so anyways, we went to shop for girls stuff so i didnt buy anything. so afterwards we went to this place to play watersports, there were parasailing, banana boating, the thingy they call the flying fish ( tat 1 was awesome) and jet skiing, we only went for the flying fish i guess, tats about it. so then afterwards we went to some temple tat our driver, eko, said would be perfect for the sunset, it was lol. it was beautiful, it was high tide so ppl who wanted to go in the temple would have to like walk thru water tat reached up to ur chest to get to the temple. oh yea, and we watched the sun set, it was kick ass, and just when the sun went down, like thousands of bats flew out from this small cave, it was fucking sweet. we went to dinner at another beach called echo beach. it was fun =] then went back to the hotel to catch some zees

18/6/09

ok today woke up early in the morning to go ATV riding =D (motorbikes with 4 wheels) so anyways, yea, i learnt how to ride it, learnt to change gears and kick ass. couldnt bring my fone with my during the trip so i didnt take tat many photos. so anyways we started on a newbie course, went down steep slopes and stuff. ok so it was easy i guess then we went to the intermediate course, was more fun, we went thru like rivers and muddy places, it was fucking awesome. then we went to the last course which was the hardest, tat was a bit scary lol there was this drop where we had to hook the ATVs up and slowly go down, it was so fuckin steep like almost a 90 degree angle slope lol.. we went into a kinda deep river and when water hit my ATV's engine it was so hot tat it became steam and i scalded my leg lol but its k now =D it was all worth it =D so then we had a complementary lunch provided, it was gooooooooood. and our instructors kicked major ass. so after everything the coach took me back to the hotel where i saw my sisters, they went horse riding, they said it was fun but id rather just ride the iron pony instead =D so then we slacked around, went swimming and hung out with eko our driver, he can fix planes! =D well yea. we went to the place where the bali bombings took place and saw the memorial and after tat we went shopping, bought tee shirts and stuff. and then we ate dinner at some place and had handmade pizza, it was delicious =D then went home and slept

19/6/09

woke up, packed our stuff, and then went shopping for the girls at some DFS shop, vanessa and my older sis bought alot of stuff there, i just followed, ran out of funds x.X anyways, we had lunch at this place which is famous for its sambal fish and it was fucknig nice, the sambal was really spicy though lol. then afterwards we went to check out this place called the Karma Resort. rich ppl buy the houses there and the price is about the same as 1 4 room flat in singapore and u get a huge house, a private beach where u have to take ur own private cable car down to the beach to get there, aint it cool? my uncle wanted to invest in it so he went to meet the owner of the place to discuss stuff, we just walked around the beach and shit and just awed at everything lol. after wards we went shopping sommore and then finally we ate dinner at the same place we did on 1 of the days, at the beach the bbq seafood there rox. so then we went to the airport, said bye to my uncle and eko. i really feel like posting a post about eko hes the best driver on earth, he couldnt become an engineer or a pilot cuz he didnt go to university, he studied how to fly planes and how to fix engines and stuff like tat, he went to aviation high school but he didnt have enough money to go to university cuz he used it to try and cure his mom's cancer, but sadly, his mom passed away a few years ago. he's married and doesnt have children yet but i really hope he gets his dream job as a pilot or sumthing, keep rockin' eko! all the best, will miss ya! take care bro.

well tats about it, will post pictures like tmr. gonna go study =) maybe going out later with gary to study and watch a movie. cheers!

2009-06-08T19:01:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody, I'm here, thinking about something. and its really been disturbing me, i just cant stand it anymore, I can't stand seeing you all worked up and sad and negative about everything around u, even as a friend. seriously.

well im writing this blog on a girl, a very special girl indeed in anyway u see it. her names Alicia Khoo Hwee Ming, and u can call me stupid or anything but i dont give a shit. she is special alright?
shes a great friend, a great person, shes caring, thoughtful and everything. and sure, she has some flaws here and there, but ask urself? doesnt everyone have their own flaws? think about it. if u dont like her then go fuck urselves, seriously.

anyways, i just wanna clear things up, we both had a really special relationship and i treasure it dearly, we both made huge mistakes both during and after the relationship. most of you probably heard my side of the story, and back then, i was so screwed up and i was a bastard, yes, hate me for all you care. but u guys didnt hear her side of the story. and here it is. during the relationship, she did hurt me alot, seriously, she did do things she shouldnt have, but i too have my own fair share of mishaps, so heres wat i did, to EVERYONE whos doesnt noe about it, READ IT. i talked to this girl, i cant name who, but she was a friend, and i talked to her increasingly
though i had no feelings for her wat so ever, i did get overly close to her ( i talked to her everynight and stuff) and I DIDNT TELL ALICIA, our relationship was rocky, but i should have, AND YES, I FUCKED UP. and to those ppl who r like "pfft tats not a big deal". well lets see how u feel if someone tat u loved alot did tat to u, and if u dont feel anything, UR NOT HUMAN OR UR DEAD INSIDE. I hurt her alot. i regret. im sorry, ive been saying it so much, but really i am. ppl say u only appreciate wat u got when its gone, and it does not exclude my case. im sorry, i screwed up big time.

shes a changed person,to be honest if u get to know her (both last time and now) shes a fucknig nice person, shes even nicer now, i can garuntee u wouldnt mind being her friend. so stop hating her. we both did mistakes in our relationship. no ones at fault for anything. and if u guys cant find another replacement to hate, just hate me god dammit, i hurt her too! stop spamming her and like de moralising her okay? seriously.

and alicia, just ignore wat they all say, and think more positively, u got all ur friends to back u up, and give everyone some time, i noe they'll change their mindsets about u. and even if they dont, dont give a fuck about them, they dont deserve it. seriously. ur not ugly, ur not a bitch, ur not anything they say. YOUR WAT U WANT URSELF TO BE, so dont bring urself down =]

this is to everybody whos been spamming her blog and like hating her, FUCK YOU GUYS and fucking stop, u wanna spam stuff? spam my blog. spamming is a fking childish and mindless act anyways.

this is wes here, peace out guys.

2009-05-21T16:58:00.012+08:00

hey guys =] its been a while since i blogged. gonna stop blogging alot nowadays, gonna get serious in studying. and im gonna hang out maybe lesser with friends, cuz seriously, im like really unhappy with my results, really.. so sorry guys, i dont hate u all, just dont really feel like hanging out after sch till really late not really doing anything =/

its time to mug everyone, time to study and everything. things have changed, gotta be more serious and stuff. anyways, life's been great, everything seems to be okay i guess, can't really be bothered bout problems anymore... it just kinda distracts me from my studies. i just wanna thank azri for being there to encourage me to study and stuff. I'll study! dw!

lol and yea ill practise more on guitar too, just borrowed some book from raymond, =D thx bro. MT O levels are like next next week, god.. i hope i can pass, im concentrating all my studying on MT i guess. gonna learn all the idioms and what not.

well yea =] will update soon i hope lol. take care guys =] cheerios!

2009-05-10T21:33:00.002+08:00

OMG HEY I R POST A POST IN LIKE A LONG TIME
well things arent really different lately, still mugging ALL THE TIME for exams, god..
i think im gonna go bald. anyways, jsut came back from studying at the library with rey, nabil and azri, we studied physics! AND IM BRI-ISH! HARRY PO-ER british ppl dont say any T's tat are in words, aint tat cool.

yawn got so much stuff to say but too lazy, and got no time =[ ill update to da max after mid year exams =] i promise! GOODLUCK TO ALL FOR THEIR MID YEARS BTW.

Escape The Fate - Harder Than You Know
You said this could only get better
There's no rush cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away (I'll go away)
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain
So if I'm the fire, you've become the rain

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy

And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go)
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)

So I'll make the call
And I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you cause I love you baby
And I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy

Leaving always drives me crazy

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl You're driving me so crazy

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

2009-04-13T19:27:00.002+08:00

hey guys =D well sry its been so long, been busy

well anyways, uhhh yea i went out like on good friday with my uncle from australia, w00t =D
cant really remember wat we did, went to vivo city and he treated us ben and jerries and played like naruto and shit for a while on my cuzzies psp, its pretty addictive, and then my uncle bought me stuff from australia, like a kangaroo =D jk

well ill post a picture on here after this =D kinda will miss him and his accent lulzmucheen and hes always saying stuff bout eating hamsters and bull like tat! and he taught me a new word its called pricktease! =D lulz ill tell u wat it means if ya ask me or sumthing or look it up on wikipedia or watever lulz.. having adam khoo workshop tmr, and its gonna be boring i guess lol.. AHHHHHHHH oh well, ily u all..

oh yea silversteins new album is pretty bad ass =D

2009-04-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

HEY EVERYONE LULZ OMG LULZMUCHEEN

well todays beeen great! =D woke up in the morn and played GOW2, fucking skorge so frikin hard to kill... took me like 3 hours to get thru him ( well maybe just 2 hours + 1 hour's worth of slacking and getting pissed) after lunch was invited for badminton so i was like, cool lulz. and met nabil at causeway point at mac with pao, aziz, zhaf and ariani! well it was all fun and we all talked bout dumb shit like balls and dicks and fap and cats and many many screwed up stuff xD and then out of the blue,, wtf?!? Call of Duty world at war? OMG I WAS LIKE SHOCKED TO DA MAX, I WAS LIKE WAITING FOR "APRIL FOOLS ITS JUST THE COVER" or sumthing like tat.. THX BROS!

after tat went to ariani's house for sum reason and we got high and did stupid shit along the way but it was worth it OMG 4/4 4:44PM *jumps for joy* then we played with POGI and YEA I NOE HIS NAME NOW and aziz got hair all over his body and made pogi go thru a hell of a workout lulz! and my sox r gotz no holes =D lol so we hung there and stuff for a while and then we went to go meet haziq, ais, nabila and shi hui for badminton, we all got there and then ais gave me tat >=) face and i was like wtf? then i saw the cake and i was like ZOMG WTFBBQZORS and then we cut the cake and stuff, it tasted like orange =D and we popped balloons and then ate and talked bout history and pao was like talking bout his mom and the csshht noise she makes lulz.. well everyone seemed to be really tired, so we left, oh yea nabil GOT PWNED IN THE HEAD OMG LULZ! first the pole, now a badminton racket, wats next? a knife? rofl!

well thx everyone for the wonderful day =D I LOVE YOU GUYS, SERIOUSLY! and thx for those who wished me happy b'day, LOVE U GUYS TOO =D this years been the best birthday i had with my friendss EVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
well and tats about it =] peace out ya'll w00t

2009-04-04T21:16:00.005+08:00

i r taking cheezeburger frm ur leg
WHERE R MY CHEEZBURGERZ?!
i r watching u, i noe u is haz cheezburgerz
i r daydreaming of cheezburgerzs
OMG WAS TAT CHEEZBURGER?!
mmmmm tastes like cheezburgerz
i r lurk in the dark, awaiting muh cheezburger
i r pay 50 bucks for da cheezburger
sad face, u r no haz cheezburgerz
r cheezeburger behind da do0r?
i r use cheezburger veesion for r find cheezeburger
nabil singing (wats up with the hand movements)
jamming~
its harder than it looks lulz

2009-04-03T21:19:00.002+08:00

omg hey everyone its been a long time since i blogger.. lolz im sorry. well ummm lots of things have happened... hmmm cant remember wat to start with.. oh well ill start on e learning day, btw happy birthday gabrielle on the 1st of april =] ok so e learning day started out pretty dazy... woke up at about 8 and started on it, everything was ok though i kept seeing 6's everywhere ( got 6 for all subjects lol) well.. lulz OMG IT R DEVILS NUMBER =OO. so after a while of e learning at about 12 aziz dropped by and we played GOW2 and it was pretty ownage =D and then after tat nabil and muz dropped by and muz brought his guitar hero world tour thingy with him.

we all played GOW2 for a lil while but too bad it couldnt have 4 players, tat would be so fking epic.. then we played guitar hero world tour and we PWNED! we all took turns singing and playing guitar.. will post some pictures later.. note to self, guitar is hard to play on GHWT... i was like staring at the screen and looking at all the notes and was like, WTF HOW DO I FKING PLAY THIS SHIT. singing was fun though, as long as we had the right pitch we could frikin say ANYTHING =D like my moms a whore and stuff like tat =D will post pictures of it on the next post =D

ok soooo... then on thursday.. hmmm wat the hell did we do on thursday? ahhh normal school... blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.. tats all i could remember, seriously.

moving on, todays friday and its my b'day =] it was frikin awesome =D well we went to temasek poly and it started with a long lecture and DAM, i spilt water on my bag and my legs were shivering to da max =O then after tat we had tea break, wei xiong, bernie, me and pao ordered stuff tat took AGES seriously... and then we ate last and we couldnt catch up with 4eureka2 so instead we went with 4-5 and 4-4. it was the same lecture though.. boring.. but jeff the psychology man was pretty nice. POWER RANGERS R VIOLENT, WE MUST NOT LET THEM CONTROL OUR MINDS =OOOOO IT R CONSPIRACY!

lol and after tat nabil, muz, zhaf, pao, val, ariani and me hung out and went to her house to see tiger and the other cat whom i forgot the name =[ but its a translation for HOT =D hell yea, we played with the kitty cats and we took pictures for they is lolcats =D will post those pictures too =D I HAZ CHEESEBURGER! hung at mac till we got bored and stuff.. and then we went home. nab and aziz stopped at my house for a while to CHAINSAW SUM LOCUST BASTARDS =D WOO! TAKE TAT SIRES! and they went fishing.. if u noe wat i mean nabil and aziz >=)

todays been pretty god dam awshum if u asked me =] thx everyone who wished me a happy b'day and stuff =]

2009-03-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

when i see your face, my heart bursts into fire..

2009-03-30T23:17:00.002+08:00

HEY I R GOT NEW BLOGSONG IT R CALLED

RED IS THE NEW BLACK BY FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND, HERES THE LYRICS =]

Can't pretend that you're nothing special

You've got to look at all of your options
You can't decide what to go for
When it's all about trust
You see yourself on the TV
You read your magazine
You can't explain how it's come to be this
Stop and think...
When it's all about trust

THIS COVERAGE, your centre spread
YOUR NEON LIGHT DAYDREAM will
Shatter and break
AND IF YOU THINK I'M THINKING OF
YOU'RE VALUE HERE
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S LOSING CONTROL

This eventual stop, this break in the mould
I scream down this hotline
Just to feel something

THIS SITUATION isn't getting any better
I SEE THAT LOOK IN YOUR EYES (the look in your eyes)
YOU WANT TO SEE A PRETTY FACE?
There isn't anything wrong with giving up
And for what it's worth
I STILL HATE YOU

well tats it, lol =]

2009-03-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

SUP NEEEEEEEEEEGAS

WOOO IM HIGH AS SHIT TODAY, JUST CAME BACK FROM BAYBEATS AND IT WAS ROCKZORS =D
anyways, today woke up and was pretty dazed and stuff, after tat went to nabils house and played jamlegends to da MAX and was late in meeting zhaf lol. aziz tagged along too, w00t. too bad pao couldnt tag along =[ sad face..

anyways when we reached the gig there were like many bands tat were KICKASSZORSTODAMAXZORS! and barricade was awesome, other bands like metaverse or watever the hell its called was pretty pwnage, and tat indian band with the hippy bassist was pretty bad ass for an indian (no offense to indians, i r sorry so dont sue me =D) BEAT IT BEAT IT NO ONE WANTS TO BE DEFEATED! lol tat songs stuck in my head. well after baybeats went to mac with zhaf and nabil and after tat we went home.. uhhhhhhhh oh yea, i turned off everything at EARTH HOUR CUZ I R ENVIRONMENTALIST MAN WITH SUPER COOL ENVIRONMENTALIST POWERS LIKE PROTESTING AND CHAINING SELF TO TREES =D yup too bad other ppl didnt turn off their lights on the other block, those bastards, well see whos crying when everythings all melted and shit

well tats pretty much it lol.. FAP

2009-03-21T14:52:00.002+08:00

OMG LULZ HEY GUYS
wow its been a while since i posted shit, and im sorry lol =P
just been really lazy and been trying to be as busy as possible, progress has been pretty well, well i got sick AGAIN during the hols, but dw im better now. i learnt lots of stuff, well at 1 point of time when i was like having fever for the 5th day i thought i had dengue. u noe when u have nothing to do at all except rest, u kinda tend to think about ppl.. and yea, i couldnt stop thinking of someone, but i knew i had to. but after i thought i had dengue and shit, it kinda dawned on me, i shouldnt be thinking about this bull when i should enjoy life while i still can.

LUCKILY it wasnt dengue and i was ok on tuesday, ILL BE BACK. sooo anyways, went to garys house a few days ago and we played gears of war again. i think we're getting better, we're like burning thru levels like hell. =D and then on friday, my family and I minus my grandma and my dad went to JB and watched dragonball evolution, it was awesome but it could of been better with more funding =/ their graphics were LULZ

anyways after tat mom bought me GEARS OF WAR 2 for my b'day (well actually most of it was my money anyways so technically she only paid 10 bucks for it, rofl much?) and im currently waiting to complete gears 1 before i do anything with gears 2. cant wait to play it with gary lol, we'll pwn EVERYTHING. LOOK OUT LOCUSTS >=]

lol havent started on my homework or anything.. well screw tat. oh yea, trying to frikin change my blogskin , searching like fuck but i cant find shit..

2009-03-08T20:20:00.003+08:00

hey guys its a sunday, had tuition in the morning, the most boring 1 yet, caught a cold and couldnt stop sneezing, couldve sneezed my brains out. anyways saturday was ok, had to go to school for physics and i got excused cuz i had to go to the hospital for some check up thingy, turns out my backs doing ok i guess, just it increased by 1 degree =O tat makes it 6 degrees. and i gotta have an operation if its 25 or more, so tat leaves 19 degrees left =\ gonna have to watch my posture like even more nowadays =[ oh well, i dont wanna die lol.

so after the check up i had lunch outside with my parents and then went to garys hosue at about 2 and we caught up with each other about life and then we GOWed the rest of the day, fuck lol we kept dying at some part which seemed really easy but was effed up. WAT DOES LAMBENT MEAN? IT MEANS THEY GLOW IN THE DARK =O frikin lambent wretches, when u chainsaw em, all u get is a face full of EXPLOSION. lol.. it hurts.. ah well. we pwned everyone including the hiding behind the big fat rock shotgun man. and we beat the corpser! hell yea =D went to the gym afterwards and we went crazy on the

anyways, heres the lyrics of the song i find it meaningful. here ya go =D

Alesana
"This Conversation Is Over"

take everything away from me silent angel...

apathy cries out from your lungs, indifference reeks of fiction
time will tell how far you will go
I can't see why you'd run and hide excluding such complacence
as tears rain from bloodshot eyes

take everything away from me silent angel
leave me nothing to remind me of this time now lost

the air now reeks with the presence of your vile voice
as your smile masks the advance you keep
...I am not your trophy...
the air now reeks with the presence of your vile voice
as your smile masks the advance you keep
...I am not your trophy...

please try to say more carefully you no longer need me
this back and forth is killing me
the only eyes you'll look into are those in your reflection
you are the means of my end

this conversation is over, it's over...
your truth is a deception meant to poison me

take everything away from me silent angel
leave me nothing to remind me of this time now lost

I can't seem to believe you ever cared for me
...this conversation is over...
your empty words now drift away as fragile whispers
I saw the day when the fire left your eyes, your tongue fell still
your treason is silence...
take everything away from me silent angel
leave me nothing to remind me of this time now lost

2009-02-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

hey guys, nothing much to write about today,just sitting down, eating marigold low fat yoghurt , yea i noe its ironic and its natural btw, dont like anything else but natural. behind me the TV's showing some britney spears stuff. feeling sorta emo all of a sudden.

well nothing much today but the usual, mr yap being the dark lord of the sith and all. and i changed seats and im sitting infront. yea, now i gotta do all my homework and stuff, but i guess it gives me some motivation to study even though its by force.

well some things have changed and some have not. still getting used to everything tats happening around me. mrs whelan, believe it or not, said something meaningful, well actually it was from a paper she was holding, life changes, people come and go, friends change, partners change. it changes according to ur own changes, and ive made many, regret some, dont regret others. well yea, one might say to never regret wat u do, and like directly translated from chinese, a good horse doesnt eat the grass tats behind it (yea its weird but u get the point, its a literal traslation anyways) well, if the grass behind the horse is worth eating, y not right?
well, i have to be strong somehow, learn some new things, unlearn bad habits and stuff.

and thoughts run thru my mind and everyonce in a while, open wounds would open again. like mourning over someone's death except tat someone is still alive, but reborn into an entirely different person. dark engulfs the dying light, as he falls, on frail wings of vanity and wax. and yea, im falling, falling fast and crashing and burning.

i just don't get it sometimes, i shouldnt feel this way, but i do anyways. i cant let go of something tat ive held so dear for the past 10 months, though its the only way out. fuck. been listening to sugar we're going down by fall out boy, saw the video and it made sense somehow, not sure if u get wat i mean. but yea, its meaningful. well here it is, maybe it'll shed some light on how i feel, if u can think in a screwed up way, then yea.

2009-02-23T20:51:00.005+08:00

TODAYS A NEW DAY! HELL YEA. well life is great, though i still do think of her at times but oh well, its just a day, wat ya expect? yea we had PE, had basketball with the fked up half court shot, i didnt really do shit xD

after tat was like recess and then after tat was chem and R n R. chem was fun and R n R was about sum t shirt but me and nabil were thinking, i think mr yap is a sith lord =O and btw for those ppl who dont noe wtf is a sith. its an evil jedi (from star wars lol) and yea, mr yap uses the force to make his voice louder,he uses jedi mind control in order to make students tell the truth, tats y everytime u forget to like bring something he stares at u, u must resist the minds tricks! its Darth YAP

oh well afterwards we went to lacasa's gym and went for a swim LOL. heres some pics =]

2009-02-21T15:18:00.002+08:00

hey guys, well todays the 21st, yea she said no. well i guess this just goes to show that she doesn't truly love me. if someone would let such small things just come between love, then it goes to show tat they have no commitment, they have no determination for the one they truly care about. so wat if things r tough, love isnt easy to begin with.

and yea i realised tat shes not the one, today. it hurts alot now tat ive lost someone i cared about. but i have to get over her. shes probably not worth hurting over. i had a great relationship, it was really fun, though, we could have been so much more. well. life goes on with or without her. hope i can get over these things soon and become normal again.

i wanna thank (alphabetically), aishah, shes given me alot of advice this whole time and shes been thru alot, aziz, the guy tats always making me think positive when things seem miserable and hopeless,alvin, who gave me hope, alif, the pansy who i can always count on for a laugh or 2 and advice,azri, for being tat always happy dude i noe and being there for me, bernie, always there to cheer me up when im down, boon hao, for being my friend thru thick and thin thruout the 4 years in secondary school im sorry for the recent shit dude, Gary, my best friend for so long, whos been there since ever and is always there to support me thruout the years, haziq, the black dude whos there to help me too, julie, for the advice and being understanding,Kevin, for being all stupid and cheering me up and giving me new hopes on life, Nabil my best friend since sec 1, whos carefree attitude always makes me laugh and look forward to my life, Paolo, who knows everything ive been thru and is there for me and noes how i feel and who i can always go to, Suan eng, the porridge guy whos been there for me and helped alot too and Zhafri, who helped made me realise the truth. thx all of u who helped me, u all helped make me realise tat she wasnt the right one, though most of the time i was blind. but yea, i do appreciate everyones help =] ill get thru this.

2009-02-15T13:05:00.003+08:00

hey guys, just came back from tuition lol! anyways, yesterday was fun and stuff. happy belated valentines day btw. so yesterday, aziz, nabil and me went to bugis to hang out cuz we had totally nothing better to do. and we became gay and sat in the garden of love and we stalked ppl and we went to a hotel and got ourselves some cars and stuff. then when aziz tried to put his camera on another car to take our picture and we were like,"sekali the car owner come and drive off then ur camera gone" then like suddenly a couple came and it was their car LOL.

then went into intercontinental hotel and step rich and stuff. lol.. and after tat went to the ballroom. i swear im gonna get married there, its so pretty =D anyways after tat went back to bugis and bought deodarent and stuff and tats it. after tat went back, felt fucking tired so i slept on the train while aziz and nabil were pewpewing and after tat went to play badminton with haziq, farah, aishah, nabila. and haziq step national player LOL. and then after tat we went home drenched in sweat and stuff.

talked to aziz on the way home with grape mentos in 1 hand and vitamilk in the other, and then went home. well, 21st is coming real soon, had some nightmare yesterday, was scary, i guess wat ppl say are right, ur nightmares arent the visions of the future of wats gonna happen, they are wat u fear the most. and its true, i do fear it the most.. gtg ppl, take care, gl on ur A maths test and english test next week =] oh yea, if u wana see the pictures we took, go to azizs blog or nabils blog or sumthing cuz i dont have any pictures =[[[[[[ later!

2009-02-11T20:30:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol fuck, im not gonna eat chocolate for a while. me and aziz found out tat the hard way... and making stuff is hard too.. lol. im lazy to update about today. well we had a physics, history and E maths test. they were ok i guess

these few days im like fucking tired, dunno y. oh yea, V day's on saturday, hopefully everything will be ok. oh yea, OMG BLINK 182 IS REUNITING OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG THEY WERE LIKE, "WE USED TO DO MUSIC TOGETHER AND WE'RE GONNA DO IT AGAIN" OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

KTHXBYE =P

2009-02-07T23:54:00.002+08:00

hey guys, dam its been 2 days since i posted, lol. anyways, its a saturdays and im sleepy. went to garys house to study and swim or work out or sumthing. his dad seems pretty less pissed off than usual =D hmmm, so me and gary did A maths outside then it started getting all rainy and the sky was like OMG IM GONNA RAIN AND STUFF so we went back to garys house to do homework and his dad kinda forced us to study in a quiet and IM GONNA KILL U IF U DONT STUDY kinda way.

so anyways, went to some food court to eat and ate kimchi ramen =D it was ok and then gary made the most fucked up ice kachang ever lol... and then we went back to hang out at his place for a while and went to failblog.org and saw so many FAIL stuff. well heres one of them lol

LOL FAIL

2009-02-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

CHANGED BLOGSONG, ITS ALL ACOUSTIC AND STUFF CUZ I FELT ACOUSTICKY. enjoy=] and NO im not drunk or on drugs or high or anything, well maybe a little high. lol.

Tears Don't Fall (acoustic) - Bullet for My Valentine
Seasons (acoustic) - Good Charlotte
Baby Come On (acoustic) - Plus 44
Good Riddance - GreenDay (its already acoustic lol)

2009-02-03T21:49:00.003+08:00

hey guys w00t! another day has just gone past. and blah blah blah.met hun at mac in the morning and then went to school. today was ok i guess. nothing much happened, had MT for the first 3 periods and it was ok.. just tat im the only 4-2 guy in the dam class(other than woon yung but he doesnt really count ROFLCOPTER) so after MT was uhh reccess and after tat was english.

LOL ftw! and we went in and talked about kaola bears and stuff like tat. CHER U EEEEEEEEEEEE RIGHT? and after tat was A maths, we learnt factor thingy stuff =D and after lunch was physics and we continued to learn moment of forces and stuff like tat, it was ok i guess. after the school day, hung out with aziz and nabil and azri and gang tilll i dunno, 4? then aziz, me and i went to 7-11 and talked about life and shit, we could of sat there for ages but nooooooooooo i had tuition and shit. anyways, it was a good talk. OMG SHES FOLLOWING US EVERYWHERE AND SHES ON ALL OF OUR PICTURE, IS SHE RETARDED? KTHXBYE =D oh yea, will be updating more often, so HELL YEA

wat a nice sunset right? I EVEN GOT A BIRD IN IT! YEA

2009-02-02T18:13:00.004+08:00

lol hey everyone! hell yea im back! after a fucking long break. my com was spoilt and stuff so sad face. anyways loads of shit have been happening lately and i just like to thank a few ppl. thx nabil for being there and listening and giving me hope and stuff to carry on. thx aziz for helping me out and listening too, thx aishah, u gave me alot of advice, strength to carry on and hope. and sorry to all the ppl for complaining too much. but i really wanna say thx and i dont noe how. there are still many many many many many many ppl who i wanna thx but just dont really have the time to list em here, but to all of u guys who helped me somehow, thx alot, really =]

everythings different now, and i dont noe whether its good or not, ill just let everything take its course and hopefully everything will turn out fine somehow. gonna change my blogskin soon but its frikin hard to find a decent one but ill be changing my songs really soon. and about my pahang trip, rofllol.. gonna go to the hospital to see my grandma soon, hope shes ok.anyways, tats about it for today, gotta rush lol. sorry guys. but ill update alot soon dw. cya, take care

thanks everyone =]

2008-11-27T08:05:00.002+08:00

hey guys =] gonna post about the pahang trip now. lol i noe its slow but here ya go

Day 1
todays the first day. came to school at about 4 pm and no one was there. so me and nabil just hung out and walked around and bought lots of snacks and stuff for the train trip =P got to see baby b4 i went, well ill miss her alot =[ then after everyone came to school, we had a breifing by mr clement lim and hes like, HAVE FUN!!! =D so we took the school bus to the train station at tanjong pagar(i think so lol not very sure) and we waited for the train. everyone was either busy buying stuff or messaging ppl, probably saying goodbye.

and at about 6.30, the train arrived =D me, nabil, joel, woonfui,syafiqah and syafiqah got to sit in coach 5 which was waaaaaaaaaay better than the rest xD hell yea! so then in the bus we just go to hang out and some of us had to sit solo but we just switched places and whenever there was a train stop, we would act as if we were sleeping and then ppl who were supposed to sit in our places had to go somewhere else(ftw! =D) lol so me and nabil got hungry and shit so we ate all our snacks and some kid kept looking at us, wtf right? and joel told us he was eating and eating and eating so much bullcrap the whole night(his mom fed him lol) felt like killing him sia, his face is like screaming HEY LOOK AT ME! IM FAT AND I WANNA GET PUNCHED =D. out of the 10 hours on the train, we only got to sleep like 2 or 3 cuz we were so dam excited. lol joel brought a dam book and read it lol. we all laughed at tat. went to the canteen or hanged out at the entrances of the train, we opened the doors and whooosh, lots of wind. did nothing much tat night, just hang out and occasionally go and talk to haziq and stuff. talked about ghosts too and then the train guy was like, the place ur going is like uber haunted! =D well tat makes us all feel better =D lol and tats about it lol, we had alot of fun on the train. oh yea, and the toilets, when u pee in the hole or shit there, it goes right onto the tracks, wtf right? lol..

Day 2
went off the train and coach 5 took a van (and not a bus xD) to the hostel where we stayed =] it was about 3 am i guess. haziq and fauzi came to stay at our room and we bullshited the whole night. we were like saying, imagine those workers tat work the whole day and then when they go to sleep and then they're like, good night =] and then they off the light then after 2 seconds the boss comes in and turns on the lights and is like, RISE AND SHINE PPL TIME TO WORK lol.. fauzi kept hitting us with his sleeping bag lol and we ended up only sleeping for an hour =D

ok so we bathed and got changed and went for breakfast(we had to bring all our barang barang and stuff) , had tea and noodles =] then we went on the bus and went to jeram besu or watever its spelt like. we had breifings and stuff and then we went for the flying fox. w00t! so we all had our turn and it was fun as hell =] and then after tat was water confidence lol started off was with learning how to float and stuff and then we had to cross the river on a rope and the after wards we learnt how to float properly and not get killed =D and then we had capsize drill on the water raft and then afterwards, we had water rafting =D and fauzi got leeched =O water rafting was awesome, group 1 ftw! we were the last to go though but we were awesome =Dafter rafting we had to lift the raft up and walk about a while. everyone wore their shoes cuz the guide said it was recommended but nabil, haziq and i didnt. and i kinda regretted tat ALOT the ground had lots of sharp stuff and it was burning like hell.so we rushed and rushed to the other side and got onto our rafts again and we went onto the mother rapid =O tat was the biggest rapid ever and it was like OMG! and after a loooooooooooooong day of fun, we bathed and we talked about a teacher being NUUUUUUUUDE and having white hairs at some distant spots on the body =P and then we went to the new camp site at taman negara (more like another hostel) and then we had dinner =]. we settled at the hostel and this time it was an 8 ppl room with 4 double decker beds =] kinda spooky at some times though =O. at night we had the night jungle walk, we went into the jungle and saw like i dunno 6 bird eating spiders? and ALOT of termites and ants and a stick insect! =D and then we went onto the observatory post and saw 3 deers, cool! we totally cant see tat at a zoo =D (sarcasm) we talked about alot of stuff on the way like madagascar 2 and leeches and flying leeches lol? after tat we went back to our bunks and got ready to sleep. the water there was like yellow like fuck so we decided not to wash our faces (it wouldnt really help our faces anyways) and then we went to the mama shop nearby and bought milo and shit(kachang) and we had a kachang party! we laughed and talked about life and sec 1 & sec 2 stuff. and then me and joel slept early while the rest talked, felt kinda sick already lol, bought strepsils though! =D and tat was it for day 2

Day 3
well we woke up pretty early, bathed and got ready and then went to the mess hall to have breakfast. after tat we had the canopy walk in the morning and it was fun =D some parts were like shocking especially when u look down and ur like holy shit tats a long fall and then u look at the things supporting u from dying, a ladder, a net and a piece of rope =D wow tats safe! =D lol after tat we had the jungle hike to the top, some parts were like a 90 degree slope lol, had to hold on to the rope and then we got onto the top and the view was frikin awesome and it was cold! everyone was like, if only they put a flying fox here, tat would be kick ass =D so after a while of hanging out and resting we had to climb down =D had lunch after tat and the trip to the ear cave was cancelled lol. awwww =[ we cant step in a cave full of bat dung and leeches, how sad =[ lol! everyone seemed to be happy i guess, untill they played some documentary about the forest we visited yesterday and everyone just talked among themselves or went to sleep. after a while they told us we were going to visit the orang asli village and so we went =] they start fire really fast and they let us shoot darts and i hit the floor =D it was supposed to hit the floor, i aimed at the floor =D (excuses) so anyways everyone was like omg leeches every where! =O 4 ncc boys got leeched and nasirah almost got leeched but was saved by insect repellent! =D so then afterwards we had rapid shooting which was almost the same as water rafting except in a sampan this time. and we sprayed each other with water everytime we passed each other lol. the rapids were fun and the water was cold =] after tat we went back to the bus, wet and went back to the hostel to bathe and stuff. after tat we packed all our things up and went onto the bus back to the first hostel we went to (near the train station) after tat we had dinner and then 20 of us could go to some shopping centre and the rest had to stay at the hostel, me, nabil, woon fui, joel, haziq and the girls chose to stay. we went into the room and we ate peanuts and chocolates and stuff and played card games, then i found out i was running a fever ( not good ) so fauzi gave me panadol extra =D and then i felt better then we watched some gay show about gays and it was like wtf? and then after all tat the girls went back to their rooms and like 8 guys stayed in 1 room and we watched universal soldier and only me and nabil ended up watching the last part, everyone else slept.

Day 4
so at 1.30 in the morning we all packed our stuff up and went to the train station and waited for the train. at 2 the train came and we took the train home =] reached there at about 11 and we ate lunch and then went home =] tats about it for the trip. will post pictures soon =]

2008-11-21T08:10:00.005+08:00

hey guys, back from pahang, will post tat one next time.
got this from the net, it is true.

Things girls don't know about guys:

1) Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile

4) Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

6) Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

7) Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.

8) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

9) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

10) Guys love you more than you love them.

11) Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

12) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

13) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that

14) When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking about something.

16) A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

17) When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

18) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

19) Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the "let her complain to you and then have her realize how wonderful and nice you are" method.

20) If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

21) Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

22) Guys know that girls are not always right, but guys pretend they are anyways.

23) Just cause girls think they're always right, doesn’t mean that they don’t have to apologize when they do something wrong

everything here applies to me too. the fact is i do care about u, i do love you.. hopefully this would be over.

2008-11-16T18:25:00.002+08:00

HOLY SHIT THEIR COMING FOR US!!!! RUNNNNNNN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-11-16T17:40:00.006+08:00

hey everyone, last post b4 the next camp which is the inter UG pahang trip thing lol. well cant believe ill be gone for bout 4 days or so. will miss alot of stuff.
heres the list:

10)definitely computer

9) my bed

8)guitar

7)itunes lol

6)TV

5)going out to the movies or sumthing

4) good food

3)uhhhh.. having a good toilet?

2)my family and friends/best friends[tats u gary so dont be all like omg he forgot about me =P] (my dads hospitalised, hope he gets well soon, will miss ya dad. even though u hit me and treat me really unfair sometimes, ur still my dad, and yea i love u =])

1) well this is the most important 1 i guess like seriously, she'll be in my head and my heart the whole time im there. my hunny! =] this girl named alicia khoo =D well her com's down and stuff and it kinda sux not being able to talk to her online and reading her blog which is a huge bummer for me =[ and shes not really feeling well, get well soon baby! anyways, hun if ur reading this,i just wanted to say tat ill think of u the whole time im there and, I LOVE YOU <3

well nothing much really happened recently, went to the movies to watch the coffin, it wasnt really tat scary, there were some really creepy and really shocking parts but it wasnt as scary as i thought. but the movie wasnt really important, got to hang out with hun which was happy f ace =D

uhhhh ok wat else.. i dunno. lol. havent even packed my stuff for camp. lazy sia.. might change songs soon to something else =D but for now, ill see u guys after my camp. later!

2008-11-12T21:25:00.004+08:00

DAY 3

hey its day 3, its a very very very very very very very very very very very short day. woke up in the canteen and did PT which was squeezy x.X and then after tat we had area cleaning and packing up of logistics and shit and we all helped =D and then after packing all the crap up we celebrated the end of the camp and each group was given 2 bottles of soda =D my group got coke and 7 up and it tasted soooooooo good after 3 days 2 nights of bullshit. was dam excited cuz i got to go home and see hun again =] after tat everyone packed up and we took pictures and then we trekked back thru the jungle to the jetty area, the sec 3s tried to cheer but nooooooooooooooo sec 2s were all like ooooooooohhh look at me im sec 2 and im weak and shit and i cant get high even though other sec 2s from other schools can cuz i think getting high is lame and shit.

well screw u sec 2s =D after tat went on the jetty and took the bus back to wrs and changed on the bus (ssssssssh!)and then went to mac to eat and stuff and then went home =] well tats about it for the camp, will be going to another camp like next week to pahang lol inter UG camp. will miss hun yet again =[ well i might not be posting for a while till im back next friday =] cya later guys =]

p.s. im sorry i didnt really trust u, i was insecure =[ sorry for putting u thru all this, just miss and love u too much =[[ baby im sorry

2008-11-12T20:59:00.002+08:00

DAY 2

ok well today started off with lack of sleep, had pt at like 5.30? and the field was ant infested and when we did push ups and stuff ants got into my pants and stuff. oh yea, they bite... alot x.X after PT we had breakfast and then we had breifing on our activities for the day. my group had to go for treasure hunt around pulau ubin and then we go to the water confidence thingy and then fire making and then tent pitching and stuff. so we had to trek all over pulau ubin and it was fucking fun =D we sang stupid songs and cheered and did lame stuff lol syafiq was the navigator with the map and i helped =D we sang stupid songs like, whatever u like, umbrella, crank dat. lol we all were high =D

after tat we had water confidence which was the jetty jump! everyone was nervous , so i went first =D was like wheeeeeeeeeee SPLASH! lol felt a little higher than the 1 in OBS . oh well. xati didnt want to jump cuz she was sad =[ oh well, she missed out on all the fun lol and syafiq screamed like a girl when he jumped lol. k then afterwards we went to the beach and we saw like 3 dogs and some guy tat caught a stringray while fishing. and then we were given 3 matchsticks and we were supposed to go around the place to look for things we could burn and who could set up a fire the fastest wins. me, gab, syafiq and jay teamed up and we got first! xD fuck yea! we made fire! =D we didnt have time after tat for the tent thing so yea, we moved on =] after tat we had dinner and then we had preparation for campfire night. oh yea btw i forgot to mention on day 1 tat 2 chinese guys from another group joined us cuz their group had too many guys. and they r fucking retards, they bully the girls in the group and made 1 almost cry, those bastards, they r lazy and arent high and sporting at all, fucking stupid ppl. they purposely act stupid and be all like, im normal tech so i dont noe how to do this and tat and they laugh as if everyone thinks its funny, they give a bad name to NT ppl. so next was cmapfire, and my group still wasnt really ready for cheering lol and the 2 boys were all acting funny and doing stupid shit and cracking up stupid jokes and everyone just ignored them. campfire started and we all did our cheers, we did ok i guess, not very good but we were all high =D

after tat we had debrief and stuff and then we had free time to bathe and stuff(forgot to mention this on day 1 my bad) and then we went to sleep, this night there wasnt many mosquitos and we slept soundly =] till like 3 am when it started to rain and we all moved to the canteen and slept the rest of the night, it was cold but it felt great =D the canteen didnt have any mosquitos and ants at all =D and tats about it for day 2 =] cya on day 3 =D

2008-11-12T20:27:00.004+08:00

holy shit guys im back frm camp and stuff, well actually camp was like 2 days ago or sumthing =P ok so this is wat happened. so on the first day of camp, went to mac with nabil and met hun for break fast yay! lol omg my uniform cover below got hole sia =P kk so after we ate breakfast and had some laughs and stuff. hun had camp to attend and i had to report to school.

so i went to school and we had to fall in at np room and we did the usual shit, checking bags for stuff and like getting scolded and nagged at for not bringing some stuff. then at bout like 9 we set off to changi jetty. so most of us slept in the bus like upside down on the seat or sumthing like tat, i noe i did. then when we reached we took the jetty to pulau ubin, lol back there another year.. oh well at least i noe wat to expect(mosquitos, ants, lots and lots of trees and leaves and stuff) and we got sorted into groups, group 3 ftw! =D so i was 1 of the only few boys in the group(which was bull) so i met this other guy and his names gabriel and hes from hillgrove sec =] hes cool i guess =] so we got to noe each other in the group. some of the girls in the group were like uber high, like high on drugs so our group was pretty much quite high! so then after a while the muslim guys arrived and my group got more boys! they were all high too got to noe em all. there was jay from wdlands sec and hes kinda quiet but cool, there was syafiq, the high guy, halim(we call him lame), harun(i feel good guy) and last but not least mikael, hes quiet too but nice =]

ok so then afterwards we had to make a group name and flag, the guys made the flag(we were giving 3 wooden poles and rope) and the girls came up with the name and designed the flag. group 3 was renamed anything(lol its lame but tats wat makes it awesome =D) and the boys did a pretty good job, unlike other groups who made their flag so complicated like making a tripod and shit, my group just stuck the flag onto a stick =D ftw! we oso started making up our own cheer for the campfire on day 2. ANYTHING ANYTHING OOII! lol.
the riverside girls came up with a nice cheer and everyone liked it i guess. ANYTHING HOW R U FEELING?! I FEEL SO GOOD UHHH! UHHH! I FEEL SO GOOD UHHH! UHH! I FEEL SO GOOD I FEEL SO GOOD I FEEL SO GOOD UHHH! UHHH! UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! YIPEE YIPEE YEA! =D

lol. we pitched our tents but we did it in school groups and not in our groups. boon hao, woon fui, nabil, eu siong, wei xing and i pitched our tents the fastest and with the best quality but wat do u expect from the campcraft team =D adrian was in another group and he was great! at using eye power! =D rofl. me and nabil observed him, he would just walk around the tent while everyone was working and just look at them lol and whenever his group member picked up somthhing, he'd help him carry and if the guy puts it down even if hes just scratching his ass or sumthing, he would put it down too. me and nabil laughed like fuck.

so then we had dinner (yea we didnt have lunch, which was bullshit) and it was the usual, maggi mee and rations. its always maggi mee and rations every year anyways.. then we had ice breaker games for the night and debreif and then we went to sleep. heres where the real bullshit starts to happen. it was like mosquito and ants season or sumthing, there will always be at least 5 mosquitos flying around 1 person at any 1 time. gabriel, nabil, me and the rest of our tent buddies found it soo fucking hard to sleep(actually all the boys at the campsite didnt sleep tat night) gabriel got the most mosquito bites and he got the most ant bites. we ended up just talking thru the whole night at times we'd get so sleepy and when we're just about to fall asleep, BUZZZZZ. fucking mosquitos kept buzzing at our ears.so then at like 3 am, me and nabil went out of our tent(even though we're not allowed to) and found boon hao, raymond they all sleeping at the shelter near the tents. they had to move out of their tent cuz it was infested with ants(ouch) so we had alot of laughs and fell asleep for a while there. and then the sir chased us away. oh yea, the mosquitos and ants at pulau ubin r unnatural, i mean wtf, they can bite thru our clothes and insect repellent doesnt work wtf is wrong with them?! kept thinking of her the whole night btw =] missing her like hell. well then we just had a sleepless and painful night, only slept about 1 hour. and tats about it for day 1, will be posting day 2 and 3 soon =D

2008-10-31T13:43:00.002+08:00

ok guys its halloween =] so heres my halloween post. after school accompanied hun home and we ate ice cream =D lol. invited gary to come so he would have some fun and chill and NOT die, everythings gonna be fine dude, just gotta look on the bright side, we might be kinda sensitive but dying is just taking it too far dude, dont wanna lose a best friend.

so at 5 aziz dropped by and we tried to solve some puzzle with newts and toads(aziz u noe wat i mean) and it was dam hard, dam gus! aziz got a cool red mask which was kinda awesome. after tat gary dropped by wihtout a mask and he had to use a plastic bag, ftw! went to meet hun at cwp and we took the bus to go meet yi tian they all. first time trick or treating with hun =D so after we reached, we hung out for a while to wait for paolo to come and he did, with his epic joker costume.

so then trick or treating started and we walked around for a while and eventually our group split up for some reason. oh well, went around getting candy from ppl, not much candy this year =[ maybe its cuz we went kinda late =[ so after a tiring day, we tried to find paolos group but failed and hun had to go home, so i accompanied her home =] the bus was SUUUUUUPER FAST, lol hun, u noe wat i mean =P dam noisy sia

and tats about wat happened on halloween, it didnt turn out the way i wanted it to but oh well, most things turn out tat way. but the best part was when i got to be alone with hun =] really nice =D. tats about it, cya =]

2008-10-30T13:35:00.001+08:00

alright its like a day b4 halloween and i havent really updated my blog for a while so here i am updating and stuff. ok so normal school HI programme. after school went home to get dressed to go to united square to get a mask hoping to meet hun there by any chance =P

ok so after a while, me and nabil went to united square and we talked bout life and sad stuff. and then we went to the place, we walked and around and tried out costumes and laughed at some others. bought a skull mask and we met hun and yitian at the mall lol =]. they were gonna go home. so we continued to shop and we went to mac and chat about stuff lol, UP LAH. lol

ok so after tat we went home and we talked about band stuff and nabil was like, damage control sounds like a poser band so we just maybe decided to change the band name to lost touch or sumthing cool like tat. but we gotta discuss it with the band mates and stuff. and we talked about other band stuff. sigh, i wonder when ill get tat bass.. anyways halloweens coming tmr, cant wait =]

2008-10-28T20:25:00.002+08:00

HEY EVERYONE, went thru alot of trouble to get this new blog song =]
heres the lyrics, cheers! =]

THE ACADEMY IS...

"Summer Hair = Forever Young"

We're crashing cars we used to share
With summer girls
With summer hair
We're driving around chasing the stars
But the party's busted up
Before it ever starts

I'll never let you go
Don't ever forget
Tell me you'll remember
Forever young
I'll never let you fall
It's not over yet
You and me forever
Forever young
We're forever young

Stop making plans, start making sense
Don't you believe any word they said
Sparked up, sparked up like a book of matches
Falling through the night
And rising from the ashes

I'll never let you go
Don't ever forget
Tell me you'll remember
Forever young
I'll never let you fall
It's not over yet
You and me forever
Forever young
We're forever young

Don't come any closer
Don't tell me it's over
Don't kiss me goodbye
Here we are, am i taking this too hard?
Don't say that it's easy
The hardest part is leaving
Don't you wonder why...
Suddenly, we're all running out of time

I'll never let you go
Don't ever forget
Tell me you'll remember
Forever young
I'll never let you fall
It's not over yet
You and me forever
Forever young
We're forever young
We're forever young
We're forever young

2008-10-28T14:57:00.002+08:00

hey everyone its been a longg time since i updated, so im updating now, with a cup of cup noodles right next to me (havent really ate lunch) so lets start from friday, friday kicked ass, woke up in the morning and talked to hun and stuff =] she has to go do stuff at causeway too =] so at like 1 went to book the thing but nooooooooooooooooooo the owner closed it cuz of prayers so i had to wait for a while and i walked around, scared cats(wtf?) and just walked around sommore

after tat the guys arrived, Nabil(vocals),Azri(guitar),Bernie(guitar),Haikal(drums),Zhaf(manager?) and mohammad(kinda extra but hes ok i guess) and i played the bass =D so we started with with me by sum 41 and we fucking nailed it =D and then we tried my heroine and stuff =] best jamming session ever guys, nice job =D oh yea b4 jamming ate like wasabi fries and put like 2 packets of wasabi inside(now i noe y they only give u 1) was kinda really hot x.X did random solos and made ppl outside stare at us but who cares! we kicked ass =D

ok then after jamming went to meet hun and i was kinda late =P sorry hun! she got some cool nco shirt thing =D and then we walked home and we did alot of bullshit cuz we were both high =P lol awwwwwww =P

k so the next day wasnt tat much interesting i guess. woke up all busted up, felt like shit. mom wanted me to go to a wedding but i turned her down, id rather just stay at home and stuff. so then stayed at home for the day while hunny went out with her aunt. and then played some games and wat not. dam, wish i had the job during the holidays, seriously. hun came back home and i was fucking happy =D talked to her on the fone and stuff right b4 i slept, just wat i needed for a nites rest =]

sunday was boring and shit and i totally forgot wat i did on the day so im just gonna skip it lol =D oh yea, keith quit tuition and stuff sad face =[ hope he finds another tuition tat will make him improve in his grades and stuff. hopefully. will miss ya dude have fun wherever u go and dont forget me or the peeps at tuition, cya bro!

ok moving on, it was deepavali yesterday, so happy deepavali all the indian ppl out there who i noe(probably none lol, i dont really wanna noe them anyways =P ssshhhh![no offence]) lol so, stayed at home the whole day too lol best sia. hun when out to her grandmas house, hope she has fun. nabil wanted to go out but i was kinda lazy and sommore no one wants to go with us sooo, sorry dude =[ just online the whole day and stuff, and ate gum and cookies? i dunno, i just eat when im bored but i dont get fat, fuck. i was i could gain weight, tat would be soooo cool. oh well i guess i have some health problem tat i cant get fat or sumthing =[ at least im trying to gain weight and i think i gained 1 kg? lol ftw!

k so now to the present! aight today woke up early and stuff to meet hun at admiralty and we walked to school =] mr yap chased us away to go to the quadrangle but its cool, he wasnt shouting at us, he was talking =D ok so then physics for 1 and a half hours =] and then after tat was chem for 1 hour(we did a practical which was boring) and then recess, spent it with hun and norman they all and we talked bout bullshit. so then after recess was A maths and mrs lim was MAD :O lol "im very very very very mad"(in mrs lim yap accent) rofl rofl rofl. k so after tat was E maths, and mr chee taught us cumulative frequency graphs and stuff, pretty fun and he crapped bout $1 lightbulbs(where does he buy them lol?) and his baby wanting to watch barney at 3.30am lol. and after tat had to stay back for mrs whelan's unfinished graph thing and as usual, criticism from her when she saw my graph, blah blha blah blah blah its not curvy enough blah blah then draw her curve on my curve with a red pen and her correct curve looks almost the same as mine, wats the difference? and she said i was untidy, yea tat i cant disagree, was rushing to go home and see someone special =D i think she'll be meeting my parents soon, but i dont give a fuck. wats the worse my parents can do? beat me up? im not afraid lol. meeting up with hun later =] cant wait =D

oh yea i wanted to change my song to a song called Summer Hair = Forever Young by The Academy is... but noooooooooo myflashfetish doesnt have it =[ oh well ill post the video on my next entry =D hope u guys enjoy it =] its really really nice =D

2008-10-21T20:35:00.002+08:00

hey everyone =]
well today started with uhh physics and mr yap went thru stuff then we had to go for feedback
lol there was alot of bullshit bout the survery like 3-1 having under like 20% for all questions for maths lol and poor mrs whelan, i bet she must be like sad face when she saw how badly her form class fedback to her. i laughed anyways, but i kinda pity her. ah who cares =D

so after tat was recess and we talked to zhaf bout getting jobs and hes like, wait god dammit. and then after recess was history and we went thru the paper (bout time) so anyways, congrats on hun for getting an A for combined humanities =D yay! ok soooooo after history was chemistry and we kinda got a thrashing from mrs whelan =( oh well i guess we kinda deserved it =P mrs whelan wrote me a gift cuz i got an A for chem and she was like "strive harder for an A1 =) dont be complacent!!" lol does she have to mention complacency everywhere? god.. its like shes using it for everything lol. then after chemistry was A maths and we learned how to draw curves again?? lol.

after A maths went with hun, alvin, norman, sichen and yitian to catch a movie and it was kinda confusing and stuff, didnt really understand anything.(dumb japanese ppl!) it was pretty boring, but i had hun with me so yea im fucking happy =D was like really tired and stuff afterwards so my face was like -) and we ate and gossiped and stuff bout things and then went to buy sushi with hun and accompanied her home =]

it doesnt really matter whether the movie was boring and stuff like tat, all tat matters is i get to spend time with ya =D and im glad i did =]

2008-10-20T18:16:00.003+08:00

omg hey everyone!
todays monday =] 2nd last week for sec 3s! =] anyways, back to the topic
well today started off great, sat with hun as usual and she was happy =]
then after tat we had some thingy in class to write happy stuff to thai ppl.
lol boon hao was like:

Strive
Excel
Xtreme

and mine was

Serve the community
Happiness
Integrity
To get successful

lol mrs whelan found boon hao's one and she was like OMGOMGOMGOMGWTF! and then i went to change mine =P stupid kevin lol. k then afterwards was recess and spent it with hun and alvin they all talking bout dumb stuff and almost got late for going back to class, adrian and the rock wall :O lol afterwards we had A maths and mr soong took over and we kept making fun of him, poor guy =[ hes a rabbit and boon hao kept on saying, y did u lose the race?(the tortoise won remember?) and hes like huh? then hes like hey lets all boo at boon hao then we laughed at mr soong. kinda pitiful but funny =P

after tat was CE and Maths and u noe, boring and stuff. after tat was SS and mrs lim took us, long time didnt have her teaching us SS well after tat stayed back for mr yaps lesson and he taught us stuff on how to do SPA things and tats about it i guess. oh yea, thx aishah for everything =] ur a great friend =]

well this section is for someone special, im sorry for not paying enough attention to u and acting weird lately. i already told u the reason, and i noe u understand and i love u =] ill do my best to make ya happy cuz ur happiness is more important than my own =] love ya, forever and ever! <3

2008-10-18T21:45:00.003+08:00

hey guys, nothing special today =(
was too busy missing somebody and stuff.
so anyways got a wake up call from someone and i waaas like OMG YAY!
so then we chatted a while and then we hung up but at least i got to hear her voice, it really helped.

well then talked to her a while later at like 10 =D but then her parents were coming back so =( but i got to hear her voice for the day =D k so afterwards, went online and got bored so went to learn blinded in chains' bass solo and it was fun to learn =D its easy on guitar but i bet it'll be waaay harder on bass cuz its frets r huge and stuff =/ oh well =]

spent the whole afternoon just being online just in case! =] and watching tv and stuff, boring, huh? wish i could just climb out the window and then not die and then sneak into her house and hang out and stuff. or maybe some apple juice or sumthing. might be changing my blogskin soon so watch out! =] well tats about it for today, cant wait for next week though. laters!

2008-10-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

hey everyone =]
sorry bout the like 3 day delay, my bad. kinda forgot.
kk so anyways this weeks been nothing much bout getting papers back lately lol well i did pretty well i guess, quite happy =] so far havent failed anything except mt but overall i think i passed at like 52? =D ftw!

ok so today started with PE which was like totally just nothing lol. and then recess, mr chong gave some breifing on stuff bout the poly thingy trip, we're going engineering =O tat sounds totally not boring! =D ( sarcasm lol) k and we're gonna learn bout salt and stuff =[ wish i was with other classes and by classes i mean A class =P

after recess was A maths and got back my results! i didnt fail!! yay =D and then went to mt and history where mr shah didnt come lol and we got to watch some cambodian documentary! sounds fun! =D so then after tat was lunch, spent it with hun and she built lots of trophey buildings lol =P after lunch was english and i passed! then afterwards waited for hun, she was sad =( cheer up! k? =] smile and all sorrows wouldnt last tat long =] she had band afterwards and then went to eat ice cream with zhaf and DC and muhd and aziz and paolo and muz. berries and cookies ftw! k then aftertat azri accompanied me at school and we chatted bout life and stuff till like 6+ then he went home, thx bro, owe ya big time =] walked hun home =]

p.s. there are sometimes tat sorrow seems to overcome happiness and stress seems to be everywhere, but there are always ppl out there who will always be by ur side supporting u all the way, and i can tell u tat i am dead sure tat im one of them =) and i noe u r one of those ppl who will be by my side when im down or sad too =)

2008-10-13T19:56:00.004+08:00

todays a special day =]

Happy 7 month anniversary hun =]

i love ya, loved ya last time, love ya now, love ya still next time =D

just like an everlasting rose <3

2008-10-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

heres a meaningful song =D

YELLOWCARD LYRICS
"Ocean Avenue"

There's a place off Ocean Avenue

Where I used to sit and talk with you

We were both 16 and it felt so right

Sleeping all day, staying up all night

Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street

We would walk on the beach in our bare feet

We were both 18 and it felt so right

Sleeping all day, staying up all night

Staying up all night

If I could find you now things would get better

We could leave this town and run forever

Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you that's here with me

It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see

When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by

I can make believe that you're here tonight

That you're here tonight

If I could find you now things would get better

We could leave this town and run forever

I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together

Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I remember the look in your eyes

When I told you that this was goodbye

You were begging me not tonight

Not here, not now

We're looking up at the same night sky

And keep pretending the sun will not rise

We'll be together for one more night

Somewhere, somehow

If I could find you now things would get better

We could leave this town and run forever

I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together

Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

2008-10-10T18:33:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone =D just went online and stuff so yea, just came back from the movies with hunnn =]
went to watch house bunny and not senario episode 1! =D lol. the movie was AWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESOOOOOOOMMMMMMME but sad tat hun had to leave so soon to go to swensens with her mom =( oh well, hopes shes enjoying it and stuff =]

oh yea changed my blogsongs, hope u guys liked it, took me like 17348 hours to choose em =D
well maybe im exaggerating a little, i just took like half an hour =P lol went to cut my hair even though its kinda short and stuff.. lol stupid lucky the cat. well doesnt look much different, just a little shorter lol. waste me money.. and met aziz and his bro, he and his bro went to buy groceries and then when his bro was playing with the cart or watever some auntie approached him and told him he didnt get all his bars of soap or sumthing lol. econ minimarts trying to cheat money! :O

aziz said my haircut didnt really look different lol, tat somehow worries me alot lol.. hope i dont get caught and shit =D

just wanna hold u tight forever

2008-10-10T10:38:00.005+08:00

OMG exams r like over and stuff =D

well hey guys todays a friday and i kinda forgot to blog yesterday , lol my bad =D

anyways yesterdays paper was the last 1 A maths was pretty easy lol cuz i studied =DD fuck yea! but some ppl didnt have to go to school and i couldnt see her =(((( oh well after A maths paper, went home and just took short naps. its tiring to study

and baby came over and we hung out and we played some games and i won =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD yay! well i bet she probably let me win =D and she had like 2 pairs of twins lol, 2 of em were adopted and 2 were made NATURALLY and my car was like empty and shit =( and i got more money cuz i didnt go to school! educations useless =D so then we crapped as usual. brightened my day i guess =] sent her home at night and kinda fell asleep on the bus and woke up like i dunno an hour later lol? rofl my parents were pissed but who cares right? i mean, i dont lol =P

gonna work and get a bass in the holidays despite my dad being all "MEH U CANT HAVE A BASS CUZ UR SMALL AND SHIT AND U PROBABLY WILL SUCK AT IT BLAH BLAH BLAH BASS ISNT INTERESTING CUZ IM GAY AND SHIT AND UR PROBABLY TRICKING URSELF TAT U HAVE PASSION WHEN U JUST WANT A BASS SO UR BAND CAN BE COMEPLETE AND FUCK"

well thx for ur support dad =D but i really do have passion for bass, so wat if it only has 4 strings and its thicker and 1 or 2 octaves lower? i can still kick ass with it lol =D so yea gonna get a bass in the holidays if i can find a job(u heard tat zhaf?!)

so yea will be blogging alot nowadays cuz i think schools like 3/4's over =D going out with baby later i think and im happy as fuck =D potatoes r purple! =D

well i guess tats about it its still like early in the morning and stuff so yea, will blog more soon. and oh yea, babys internets down till monday. SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDD FAAAAAAACE =(

4 strings are all i need \,,/

2008-09-29T18:28:00.002+08:00

hey guys its like monday and just finished the SS paper! YAY!!!!!!!11!1one.
anyways its been a busy busy busy busy busy busy weekend preparing for the exams and stuff but i had a few people help me out, thx hun and nabil and azri! for keeping me company and encouraging me and shit and tolerating me being high on red bull and thrashing around =D

ok on saturday, didnt really study tat much, was planning to then i was like NAH so i just took like i dunno a 3 hour break every hour i studied? =D hun was busy studying the whole day i think and went to her house to take some SS notes =D came home and slacked and pretty much did absolutely nothing for the rest of the day. exciting isnt it? well i talked to hun on the fone and went then took a nap and stuff. cant get tat special someone out of my mind and NO its not my mom. watched the F1 qualifying thing on tv at night. pretty cool i guess.

then went to sleep and stuff like tat(i didnt masturbate so stop thinking dirty). woke up the next morning all sore and grumpy and stuff. its like 1 day b4 SS test and i havent studied for nuts lol. so i studied the whole morning with hun studying too. skipped tuition btw. whoops! helped my mom make noodles and they tasted so fucknig awesome and shit and continued to study, but got dam sleepy cuz the afternoon was nice to sleep lol. went to study with nabil and azri and got high and did dumb shit lol and then came home from not really studying anything at all lol. studied healthcare at night and didnt watch the F1, well not much, it gets boring after the first 37 rounds around the same track=/ i have a short attention span =P went to sleep and had wet dreams :O lol no jk. woke up the next day all excited? well not really just nervous.

todays SS test was pretty hard lol everyone said tat question 3 is the hardest and i think im gonna do badly for my SEQ =( the SBQs were all about japan ppl and the shit they make and stuff. but i actually felt good bout this test cuz i STUDIED! =D all the best for hun's results =D
after recess was chem and mr soong took over the class and he gave us pointers! i lost the math exam paper and he was like, it followed closely and stuff so uh oh =( kinda worried bout my exam grades =/ especially chem, a maths and e maths lol oh well gotta study fucking hard =]

had extra chem lesssons after school and it was boring, didnt do shit lol. and now im back home talking to hun and blogging =D

p.s. dont stress urself too much k? im here for ya =] always =] u noe who u are!

2008-09-25T18:34:00.002+08:00

hey guys, its start of EOY.
day started out with hunny and ended with her too =] <3!
everyones like studying and stuff and im still not in the mood to
wtf is wrong with me lol? well i dunno. paper 1 was ok i guess everyone wrote bout lucky the cat!

so after paper 1 spent recess with hun and then got pissed like shit by other ppl. couldnt really concentrate in the second paper, oh well it was hard anyways. but its over, so y bother right?
went home with hunny and we ate skittles and stuff. played puzzles with her online later on, lol took 57 minutes and 8 seconds lol. ouch!

talked on the phone for like a while and then hun took a nap so i took a nap too =D woke up at like 6 and now im online talking to her again! wishing her all the best to her EOY's ill be there for u thru it all hun! ily!

2008-09-19T14:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUN =D

todays the 19th of september =] and its hun's birthday =]
met hun in the morning and gave her the present, hope she likes it. so then went to school and stuff andd the day continued as usual, u noe the normal stuff in school, boring lessons and stuff.
oh yea next weeks like EOY english paper or sumthing, so gotta start studyign and less time online =( so wont be posting tat much nowadays, so yea sorry in advance ^^

ok so after school went home while hun went to go to pizza hut with her friends, hope she had fun and stuff. met her afterwards and she came to my house and we had fun and stuff. and then sent her home =]

2008-09-18T18:06:00.002+08:00

HEEEEEEEEEEY its thursday, today started with some survey and stuff and this time we all put SA for physics soo mr yap would probably get really happy or maybe he'll get a raise from mrs kok lol

afterwards was chemistry and we slacked and stuff. did my english and SS! YAY afterwards was like recess and spent it with hun =] after recess was physics and we studied physics? lol =P and after wards we had SS and we slacked like hell

after SS was english and kevin talked bout love and shit and we probably just talked shit thruout the whole of EL. lol! after tat was lunch and spent it with hun as usual =] never gets old =D
then after wards we had CE and we got thumbs up papers and we had to write good stuff? and everyone used an ink pen and mines like all smudgey lol. but it aint fair =( 3/5 got stars and we got thumbs ups =( and boon hao drew lots of stuff on his and it was like ROFL

anyways went home with hun after school and we played lip reading and stuff =PPP lol and something specials tmr =D wonder wat it is?

2008-09-17T18:06:00.002+08:00

HEY everyone =] its wednesday
started off with A maths and in the theatrette again, she did card tricks! LOL after tat was recess and spent it with hun =] then it was history, boring as usual and stuff but was dam high today =D

after history was chemistry and we had lessons and there was like a dam loud buzzing sound every now and then and mrs whelan had to call some technician but when he came into the room the sound went away lol! then he had to sit in the theatrette untill the sound came back lol
tough luck =/

after chem was MT and we slacked and stuff and then spent lunch with HUN =D after tat was english and we went thru the comprehension and stuff and i fell asleep, whoops =P
after school went home with hun and we studied =D afterwards hun got like mad cuz the buses were like frikin late and stuff =( sry =(

2008-09-15T19:13:00.002+08:00

Phew, hey guys, just finished updating loads of shit, now my links r sorta almost all up to date and stuff =D isnt tat great?!

anyways today was pretty cool i guess, woke up with like 4 hours of sleep? was tired as hell cuz i couldnt sleep cuz i couldnt get to hear someones voice yesterday =( first period was physics and we studied density and stuff. things r getting more and more complicated, gotta start studying and stuff, seriously..

after tat was recess and hanged in the hall and planning bout writing another song? and ended up making 1 in chemistry class bout politics =] havent thought bout the title yet, maybe next time =] anyways chemistry was pretty awesome, mrs whelan didnt come and we got miss siti, shes fucking awesome =D

after chemistry was ummmmmm MT and we did the usual, slack like shit and stuff and after mt met up with hun and she had to do a mt project, went to the sch library and talked and crapped and read a sex book? :O met up with alvin and turns out they cant borrow a dam laptop so we headed to cwp to buy clips and sushi! =D

hun seemed pretty bummed out and tired and sick and stuff =( hope a little bit of love would help <33

My Heroine- Silverstein
Letters To God -Boxcar Racer
Warmness On The Soul - Avenged Sevenfold
Baby Come On - Plus 44
Always - Blink 182

hopes u guys like it =] take care!

2008-09-14T17:40:00.003+08:00

hey guys =D

nothing much happened today, went to tuition as usual in the morning and goofed off with keith and zhao xuan and stuff. wanted to steal keiths letters but noooo he didnt have any important 1s this week and we killed a tissue box =( aw

anyways came home and OMG i did my A maths homework =D theres a first for everything =D

went to my other aunts wedding at like 6 plus and couldnt accompany hun for the night =((

but no matter how far we are and stuff, you would always be stuck in that special place in my mind =] probably all of my mind =P

2008-09-13T17:28:00.004+08:00

Todays the 13th =]

todays a pretty special day for sum ppl hmmmmm =P

anyways, just wanted to let a special someone noe tat i love her, alot.

and no one can change tat =D

seem familiar? bells! ily! <33333

2008-09-10T18:23:00.006+08:00

back with another post =]

sat with hun today and she showed me her specs, they look cool =D

went to class and mrs whelan gave a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong speech and stuff. wanted to sleep in it. after reading period was PE had hockey and stuff but it wasnt very fun, starting to hate hockey, i thought it was like floorball or sumthing but nooo its just a stick with a hard ball tat u hit around and every little thing is like FOUL and stuff.. god, i rather play sudoku.

after pe was recess and then MT lol kevin got insane and shit, ur moms a WHORE but we're still friends =D lol. after MT was A maths again in the theatrette and stuff for 4 periods, really tiring. had chemistry after A maths and we learnt new stuff. went to meet hun at lunch =] after tat was english and we went thru comprehensions and stuff and me and azri wrote 2 NEW SONGS for our album, only like 9 more tracks to go =D nabil already designed the cover anyways =D

and got to noe tat zhaf and azri made a record company, holysinner records, gratz dudes =]

met hun after school and accompanied her home =]]

p.s. well update everything asap =]

meh <3

2008-09-09T18:11:00.002+08:00

hey everyone! its tuesday, 2nd day of school =]

met up with hun at her bustop and went to school and stuff, shes getting her specs later, cant wait to see wat it looks like =]. first period was physics, mr yap came back from the US, wb mr yap =] and we learnt physics and stuff, duh. after tat was CE grouped up and did skits, didnt plan anythign and just went up there and freestyled lol. i was kinda high and didnt noe wat i was doing lol. whoops, at least the class laughed, i didnt sound like a cop. anyways, boon hao did a pretty good skit too lol, laughed like crap. U DONT LOOK LIKE POLICE! then when he found out he was, he was like OH I LEARNT MY MISTAKE and then the police let him off, rofl.

ok then after tat was history, pretty boring but at least i could get to see hun =] so we did an sbq practice and stuff, nabil and me like rushed thru everything and we both did it in time, fk yea =D
after history was chemistry and afterwards was A maths, combined with 3-4 but like 2 periods in the theatrette gets ppl sleepy lol. after tat was lunch and went to see hun and we hanged out and stuff =]

after tat was english, lol slept like alot during class, got a little bit too boring =P after tat hun came to my house to study again. then went with her to causeway point to buy stuff for her mom. dumplings! =D then went home with her =]

2008-09-08T17:52:00.003+08:00

Its school reopening =D

wow i havent updated in like years, so im updating everyday of the week tat i missed, well sorta =P well holidays were really really fast, wanted to see someones braces first but couldnt=[ oh well i saw it anyways today =] holidays were short but had many meaningful moments and stuff. had lots of boring stuff like lectures and shit though =/ met hun in the morning and saw her braces and stuff, aw she has ulcers and stuff =( get well soon =]

ok then the whole day was pretty boring though, gonna have to combine A maths lessons with 3-4, gonna be pretty fun, but ill probably end up laughing and joking in the whole lesson and not pay attention and stuff. oh well its kinda worth it, its better than sleeping in her lessons a whole lot =P oh yea, i did my homework this time, feel so fucking excited i did them =]

after school went to study with hun at my house. we studied soo much! so after tat walked her back. missing her alot =(

moments spent together will always stay in my head =]

2008-09-02T16:02:00.003+08:00

heres a quiz from SOMMMMMMEBODY

1. The person who tag/pass you this?
alicia khoo hwee ming =D
2. Your relationship with him/her
shes my hun =D
3. Your first impression of him/her?
shes a GIRL! =D
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
160808<3
5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you
something about 13cm and 30cm? =D
6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
show her care and concern and love her loads and stuff, sorta like wat im doing now =D
7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
cant really think of anything, just being her is pretty much enough =]
8. If he/she became my enemy, you will?
KILL HER, nah jk
9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
she did bad stuff
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
to spend as much time together as possible and show her how much she means to me
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
=D
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
omg lol wtf?
13. The characters you love of yourself are?
im a BOY =D
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
im a BOY =D nah jk, im sensitive, ;(
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
some guy in a band tat goes around in a van with band members and play in random pubs and gigs around the world and get famous eventually and go to DISNEY WORLD =D
16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
thx and love u guys lots
17. Pass this quiz to first 10 person that you can think of, how they feel about you.
1. alicia hun =)
2. nabil
3. gary
4. azri
5. aziz
6. paolo
7. aishah
8. boon hao
9. foo yong
10. kevin

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
his mom =D nah jk, not sure lol
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
male
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
rofl
21. What is no. 2 studying about?
omg he studys?!!?!?!?? LOL
22. When was the last time you had a chat?
78 YEARS =D
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
bowling for soup?
24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
2 of em!
25. Will you woo no.3?
holy shit hell no
26. How abt no.7?
nah, im taller than her =D
27. Is no.4 Single?
hell no
28. What is the surname of no.5?
potato salad =D nah i dont think he has 1
29. What's the hobby of no.10?
he goes insane on drugs =D
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
i guess
31. Where is no.2 studying at?
omg he studies!?!??! omfg
32. Talk something casually about no. 1.
she likes the number 75 =D
33. Where does no.9 live at?
yishun
34. What colour does no. 4 like?
of course i noe its 43
35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
i think so =D
36. Does no.1 have any pets?
yea, lots of imaginary friends who scare me! =D
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
im taller than her!

k tats about it =D

2008-08-29T15:39:00.002+08:00

happy teachers day! or should i say, staff appreciation day =P

lol woke up late today cuz didnt get much sleep last night but i guess it was ok, got to hear her voice =] so anyways, met hun at admiralty as usual and we walked to school and stuff she tied a tie for me =DDDDD YAY! after tat went to class to celebrate teachers day and took photos lol they were dam funny

then we got changed and started to prepare for the performance, it was like soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo scary and i got really nervous but hun helped alot =] thx hun <3 fun ="]">

walked home with hun after tat and met nolly, then went to fuchun and met up with nabil they all. nobody we knew were there, only a few ppl. guess im not going back next year lol. i missed out the fire extinguisher part =( at least we got to play with the rubbish bins and class rooms >=)
after tat nabil and aziz came to my house and we hanged and stuff. currently blogging(duh) and talking to hun =]

well i guess tats about it, changing my blogsong soon =] take care!

2008-08-28T15:08:00.002+08:00
todays learning journey day =D
met hun at school =] rehearsed in the hall for the whole assembly period and i guess we did ok. after tat was chemistry and mrs whelan gave back our report cards. did pretty well i guess but mrs whelan was too happy bout it and called my mom to talk to her bout me being complacent and stuff. lol wtf?

so anyways after tat we had physics, the usual, but was reeeeaaaaaaally really tired, couldnt even stay awake in mr yaps lesson =O after tat was ss, lol had to stay back after ss to finish up on the SEQ, whoops =P after tat stayed for a while to do SEQ and met up with hun, sorry for making u wait=( then went down to line up and went on the buses to the air base.

went walking around looking at exhibitions and stuff and then saw the air show. the planes flying around were pretty cool =D then after tat went back home and was like frikin tired and stuff. went to mac with boon hao and talked while waiting for hun to finish band, met up with her after tat and accompanied her home =]

after tat went to buy a shirt for 2moro but noooooooooooooooooooooo everyone cancelled last minute,so i just went there alone, but it was fun, picked out a nice white shirt =D

so after tat i went home and tats about it for today :)

2008-08-26T21:51:00.002+08:00
Todays E learning day =D
woke up early in the morning and kinda woke up hun, my bad =(
so i went up early at like 8 and went to loggin to the e learining webpage and it was like laggy as hell. did the thingys and stuff and id rather go to school than stay at home and do some e learning crap. dont understand stuff

hun came to my house at 9 and we did the e learning thingy and stuff. she said my grandma was cute =D lol had lunch and accompanied hun home and then went to rehearsals =] rehearsals were fine i guess could be worse. after tat went to eat mac with nabil and boon hao and met some crazy auntie. she go mac just to comb her hair and wash her hands and stuff and she took like 5 minutes while everyone waited for her to be done so they could wash their hands. and she kicked fatty(danny) >=( studying for A maths RETEST tmr and i cant understand anything..

will be updating more soon, sorry for not updating and stuff, kinda busy lately =[ will link up everyone tat wanted me to link them soon =] probably by tommorrow! well i guess i gtg study and stuff, later!

when your around, everythings just perfect <3

2008-08-16T21:29:00.002+08:00
Hey everyone =]

went out with azri, nabil and haikal to get STUUFF in the afternoon, met hazmie along the way and he helped =D so after we got the things we needed met up with hun and went to watch a movie =] gary and rachel came too =]

watched meet dave, it was pretty funny and stuff but i wasnt really paying attention to the movie tat much anyways, crapped and stuff =P and i guess sometimes things happen when u least expected it =] well today was really awesome =] im sooooooooooooo frikin happy =]

nothing in this world can be compared to u =)

2008-08-11T08:58:00.003+08:00
=D hey everyone, finally gonna post another post, sorry i havent been posting for a while, busy studying and ndp shit and other important stuff =] ill just blog about national day in our school. the parade was great but was like even faster than the rehearsals =D oh well. parkour! LOL

so anyways the concert could be better though if every1 was like enthu and the performances were like rock or sumthing. after the concert we went to the connect singapore thingy which i thought would be excited but was like utterly disappointed. we just took a bus to raffles and then walked to the place where we were supposed to go. might as well take the bus the the exact place =/ so then we sat there for a while and kevin me and suan eng talked bout life and stuff. which was pretty cool got to get to know them better and wat not.

so then we had to stand up and hold hands for like 4 or 5 seconds and then we had to go back home =D lol pretty worth it huh? so then after tat we were all exhausted and stuff. baby was exhausted too so i hope she rested well at home =]

on national day, went out in the morning at like 11 to celebrate my cousins b'day, lol he spoilt his psp when he just got it lol! so then we had pizza and it was all cheesy and stuff and then we went bowling! after tat we walked around and stuff then i went home =]

tats about it, well talk later today =] take care!

2008-08-02T15:40:00.003+08:00

hey guys its a saturday and im bored as helll =D

been like frikin busy and lazy so i never really updated. WHOOPS

couldnt sleep much yesterday, so woke up early and watched tv, staying up late till like 3 later to watch mtv music asia awards or sumthing later at 11.

so anyways heres a photo i didnt post so im gonna post it.

BLUE =D

been learning how to play best of me by sum 41, thx nabil and azri who taught me, love u guys.
well i guess i gtg for now will post more later at night =D

P.s. ppl can say or think watever they like, but nothing would change how i feel about u

2008-07-23T20:50:00.001+08:00
hey! nothing really happened today, but im pretty happy =] cuz someones coming back tommorrow =DDDDDDDDDd
anyways its getting late gonna study physics, and get some sleep =D

2008-07-19T06:19:00.000+08:00
Just woke up from like a series of nightmares =(
its like as if they were so real, i almost cried in my sleep
wish you were here =(

2008-07-18T21:14:00.002+08:00
HAPPY RACIAL HARMONEE DAY =D
didnt have lesssons today =]
walked to school with baby =D but was a LIL late =P sorry =(
donated some money to her thingy and went to change, found out tat my thingy was purple, i swore it was blue yesterday! lol who am i kidding =P

got lectured early i nthe morning by mrs whelan, so much for being a happy day lol =/
after tat we had to make some kind of collage and stuff. went to hang out with baby, she wore blue(she looked pretty =D), and then took some pictures with her and other ppl =) today was kinda boring, i prefered last year's racial harmony day.

after tat was recess, lol mr yap caught nabil's wristband LOL =P the food was kind of a rip off so i didnt buy any. went back up to hang out with baby, she was busy doing the stick thingy thing. so i helped out a little i guess =]

after tat we had to wait for the announcement to go to the hall and it took like frikin hours, we spent most of the day just doing nothing, but at least i got to be with her =] talked to sichen, norman and stuff lol. after tat was the concert, cynthia suddenly came and told me tat soooooomeone didnt wanna move till i was there so i sat next to her =D. it was ok i guess, the first part kinda dragged really really really long lol. so then after the concert, went home and alicia followed =] met sichen and norman and talked on the way to admiralty and stuff

so then she came to my house and we talked and crapped and stuff =DDD after everything went home with baby and waited for the bus for like i dunno an hour? she seemed real tired =( guess she must be really busy this week. get well soon =]

p.s. u can bet that i trust u =)

2008-07-17T19:47:00.000+08:00
its thursday =)
started off with assembly, had chem test straight after assembly though and couldnt remember the calculations =( we watched some chinese opera thingy lol the ppl look like clowns or jokers' henchmen =P

after assembly was chemistry and we had our test even though we had only like 15 minutes left or sumthing, so the test ate into our recess but that didnt really matter cuz like the whole class didnt study and we were gonna fail, well at least i think i am =(

after recess had physics with mr yap, learnt bout stuff and stuff. after physics was social studies and we did stuff on sri lanka and it was sad =( cant believe they would wanna do this to kids, oh well. after SS was english and ms low walked in with a video cam and taped us doing out skits lol had ALOT of laughs =D

after english was lunch and spent time with baby and zafri was like hooloofoof or sumthing lol. after lunch was CE and maths, which were pretty boring i guess. then afterwards we had A maths peer tutoring and we didnt really do anything since mrs lim didnt show up lol

went to azris house after tat to pick up a blue traditional costume but could only find purplish blue. went to watch nabil rehearse but got called to take part in the concert too and had to stay till like 6+ but the good thing was i got to see baby =)

went home with her again and we crapped and stuff tmrs gonna be racial harmony day =) and i cant wait =D

2008-07-16T19:07:00.002+08:00
its wednesday =)
nothing much happened today, had A maths at first and it was boooooooooooooring
after recess was history and we watched the groups do geography presentations =D
after history was chem and we did our own stuff we have a test 2moro and i think im gonna fail it =(

after chem was MT and we did the usual stuff except this time kevin was asking mr fan whether he smokes, lol cant believe he smokes if he really does. had lunch with baby and she was having fun with her sims castaways. after lunch had english and we were supposed to do some kind of act or sumthing, it was pretty fun =]

after lunch met up with baby and she decided she wanted to go home to study cuz she had a test the next day and so did i. oh yea had to go up and down and up again for her chem book lol xD, walked home with her and missed like 3 913 buses =P

2008-07-15T22:16:00.000+08:00
nothing much happened today, didnt bring much stuff to school lol =D
walked baby to school, lol animal planet =P
so at first we had PE and we had the usual stuff, pretty routine =/
after tat was recess and our class was selling sloppy joes? and it was like wtf
so then after recess we had a maths and i actually understand a shit load nowadays =D

then after A maths lesson was MT and we had to write some letter or sumthing, was really tired so was like half asleep. then it was like history and we stayed in class again, and the 4 of us sat behind the class while everyone else had geography exam and i fell asleep =P woke up and it was like 10 to the end of the day =D

so then after tat went to hang out with baby and saw her play sims with the bee hives and stuff lol. after tat had english and it was ok i guess.

after a tiring day, bernie, boon hao, daniel, nabil, azri, zhaf and i headed to woodlands center to jam and stuff. lol im starting to get hooked on those sweets lol. we were like, ROFL and then we were like ROFL but at least we had fun, but we wasted our money =P oh well lol still cant get used to how big and heavy a bass is =/

its like kinda late here and im missing someone cuz shes out with her dad or sumthing for some dinner =( changing my blogsong soon =D take care!

2008-07-13T14:33:00.000+08:00

hey everyone =) todays the 13th! =]

happy 4 month anniversary =]
after all the good times and the bad times,
i guess i learnt tat as long as we have each other
nothing really matters =] ily

2008-07-11T21:38:00.000+08:00
hey everyone, sorry i havent been posting for a while. just not in the mood.

i dont really noe wat to post right now, im sorry.

confused with myself, dont noe wat to do or who to believe.
yes i do, i do love u.
hopefully everything will get better soon <3

2008-07-07T08:59:00.000+08:00
hey everyone =]
happy youth day lol going out soon.
currently playing games with baby =]
shes going out too, hope she has fun =D
anyways, i changed my blog song to dear father by sum 41, its meaningful i guess =] hope u guys like it!

2008-07-05T22:23:00.000+08:00
hey everyone, its saturday! went out with nabil and azri to buy paper lol afterwards met up with gary to watch a movie and u noe, catch up on each other's lives and stuff. but wasnt really in the mood to do anything though. was missing a special some1 today, shes been busy these days and shes really stressed up and sad =(

cheer up!
"And when, I feel like giving up, like my world is falling down
I show up at 3 am and she's still up watching vacation
And I see her pretty face, it takes me away to a better place and
I know that everything, know that everything, know that everything
(everything's gonna be fine)
I know that everything, know that everything, know that everything
(everything's gonna be fine)
I know that everything, know that everything, know that everything
(everything's gonna be fine)"

lol yea i guess tat was random, its from josie by blink 182, tat part of the song always cheers me up no matter wat =] but alot of ppl probably wouldnt like tat song. rough times like these are opportunities for us to learn how to be stronger, and to treasure each and every person we love. so put that frown upside down! =D u noe who u are! well i guess thats about everything i wanna post. cya later! =]

2008-06-25T19:01:00.000+08:00
sup everyone, its wherenursdai =D
nothing much really happened to day, woke up and was like dam frikin tired =/

went to school like half asleep, classes werent much different lol cept for PE

lessons started with PE and we teamed up into groups to play ball games, if u noe wat i mean >=) nah jk

so anyways we played monkey and passing shit which was uber fun cuz we totally played FAIR! xD lol so after PE. after recess had MT and w00t i can hand in my thingy next week =D so its all good now, left maths homework to hand in tmr! never finished hols homework so fast b4, this is my personal record =D maybe its becuz SOMEONE completed it like i dunno yesterday and i havent =P

after MT was A maths and i actually payed attention this time, and i actually could do like i dunno THREE questions! FUCK YEA xD theres a first for everything i guess =D. after A maths was chem, chem was sucky as usual, mrs whelan was talking bad bout us infront of 3/4 but i guess we're used to it. she was like, "I was talking to Mrs Kok and I said that i had to run four storeys up to tell you guys to go down" and "hey 3/4 do u feel the tension here? usually when i go to ur class im happy and blah blah blah" k fine its all our fault!

so after tat was lunch and i saw baby =] but she had to hang with her friends so i guess she didnt hang out with me, bummer =( after lunch had english and like 13 ppl had to go to some other english class and we did like i dunno corrections and stuff, azri didnt come to school today cuz he had NCC shit, dam, miss tat guy.

so tats about it, oh yea, i made my own south park character lol, its frikin epic =D

2008-06-25T12:32:00.000+08:00
hey guys got a new playlist thingy and it has like 3 songs! isnt tat frikin awesome?! =D k so heres the lyrics to dear god by A7X

AVENGED SEVENFOLD LYRICS
"Dear God"

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

2008-06-22T21:18:00.000+08:00
Schools reopening tmr and lol i guess im pretty much looking forward to school except for all the studying and unimportant stuff like tat =D changed my blogsong to Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold its pretty cool

nothing much happened today i guess, spent the whole day at home trying to do homework but failing miserably at all of em, so yea, gonna have a kinda tough week ahead. oh yea, my hairs uber goofy, so HELL YEA =D

2008-06-19T22:01:00.000+08:00
found this on the net and its meaningful =D
at this moment there at 6,417,652,321 people in the world. some are running scared. some are coming home. some tell lies to make it through the day. others are just now facing the truth. some are evil men, at war with good. some are good, struggling with evil. six billion people in the world. six billion souls. and sometimes all you need is one.

2008-06-19T21:01:00.000+08:00
hey everyone, SOMEONE told me to do a quiz cuz i have no life =(((((((((((((9
k here it is =D

1.wat was the connection between you and the last person that called you?
i noe that person =D

2.do you ever turn off your cellphone?
yea

3.wat happened at 10am today?
nothing, waiting for some1 to come home and learned how to play stuff on the guitar

4.when did you last cry?
cant remember

5.who am i talking to currently?
gary

6.wat do you want in your life now?
good stuff?

7.do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
i just walk in the rain

8.wats your favourite thing to have on your bed?
people(person) and elmos =D

9.wat bottoms are you wearing?
pants

10.wats de nicest text in your inbox says?
got too many lol cant say which 1s the best =P

11.do you tend to make relationships complicated?
yea i guess, im a weird guy

12.are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone?
hell no, y would i borrow ppl's clothes, they wouldnt fit me lol

13.what was de last movie you went to see?
kung fu panda

14.what are you proud of?
my music and having ppl who i noe who love me

15.wat does de oldest msg in your inbox says?
cant tell u, its a seeeeeeeeccccret

16.wat was the last song you sang out loud?
baby come on by plus 44

17.do you have any nicknames?
wes? and many more =D

18.wat does de last received text msg says?
ya. I was home alr at 6 loh :)

19.wat time did you go to bed last nite?
like 11

20.are you currently happy?
=D

21.who gives you de best advice?
ppl who r close to me( baby, gary, older sis etc)

22.do you eat whipped cream straight from de can?
depends, how much u pay me

23.who did you talk to de phone last night?
the person who i always talk to everynight

24.is something buggy you rite now?
not really

25.wat/who was de last thing that make you laugh?
some video on youtube

26.do you wear toe socks?
nah

27.who was de last person you missed a call from?
baby

28.have you ever have your heart broken?
yea

30.do you actually have a crush on someone?
right now? nah i love some1

31.have you ever done cocaine?
nah and i dont plan to

32.wat is de colour of your room?
blue

33.would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
nah tats too little

34.do you believed in de saying "talk in cheap"?
sometimes

35.who was de last person laying on your bed?
secret =P

36.who was de last person who hug you?
its the same person all the time, i owe her alot

37.did anyone see de last person you kissed?
nah

38.do you have a life?
define life

40.wat is de reason behind your profile song?
its complicated

41.who was de last person you saw in your dreams?
potato? i dunno forgot

42.last time you smiled?
today?

3.have you changed this year?
a lil, dont noe lol

44.wat are you listening to right now?
always - blink 182

45.are you talking to someone when you do this?
yea, sichen and gary

46.do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
depends, do i get paid for tat?

47.is there a quote you live by?
if it feels right, do it & live with no regrets

48.do you want someone you cant have?
nah i have everyone i want right now =]

49.wat was de worst idea you've had in this week?
dunno had alot

50.have you ever played an instrument?
guitar and bass, keyboard? but i suck at all of em =D

51.wat were you doing last night at 11pm?
dreaming

2.are you happy with your love life rite now?
hell yea

53.wat song describe your love life?
feelings like tat cant be described

54.does de person know that you like him/her?
yuppers

55.who always make you laugh?
everyone i noe lol

56.do you speak other lauguage other than english?
crappy chinese!

57.are you blonde?
HELL YEA nah jk

58.wat was your middle name?
dont have 1

59.wat are you doing tmr?
might be going out

60.wat do you think you are like?
some complicated, sensitive(in a bad way) music loving person lol

61.who will you choose to die with?
no one

62.where have you been today?
my house

63.wat game do you play often?
mostly with alicia but she always wins =(

64.who are you missing rite now?
who else? =P

65.who will you treasure de most?
everyone i love

66.wat are you doing now?
hmmmmm gee i dunno

67.which primary school are you from?
fuchun FTW

68.name 3 colours that you like.
red, black, green

69.wat emotion you like to show?
depends

70.wat is your life to you?
rofl

71.if you have something troubling you,wat will you do?
talk to some1

72.who did you last chat in msn today?
gary

73.who do you admire the most?
blink 182 especially mark hoppus the bassist

74.which month are you born in?
April FTW

75.how are you feeling rite now?
bummed out

76.wat is de time now?
9.42 pm

77.where are you now?
living room

78.wat colour did you use to dye your hair?
havent tried probably wouldnt

79.why are you doing this quiz?
<------------------

80.wat do you do when you are moody?
listen to music

81.at wat age you wish to get marry?
when i feel like it i guess

82.who is more important to you? friends or family?
family

83.do you think you have enough confidence?
depends

84.who is de person you trust de most?
all of my friends and ppl who r really close and stuff, i wouldnt trust ppl who arent my friends

85.do you believe in seeing rainbow after a rain?
yea =]

86.if you can have a dream come true,wat would it be?
get into a band, learn to play instruments well and get famous =D

87.wat is you goal for this year?
to get good grades and alot of stuff

88.do you believe in de eternity love?
hell yea i mean who wouldnt lol

89.wat feeling do you love most?
love

90.do you really think its global warming now?
global warmings a myth lol jk yup

91.wat feeling do you hate de most?
anger

92.do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
hell yea

93.wat will you do if you want to know more about your crush?
talk?

94.who cares for you de most?
alot of ppl

95.wat do you think is the most important thing in your life?
ppl who i love

96.how do you make all things to become possible?
do something bout it

97.wat have you regretted in your whole life?
never did never will

98.wat would you feel that no one no longers cares for you?
theres always a person who cares for u no matter wat happens

99.did any guy/girl say you are pretty/handsome (excluding parents) before?
lol

100.wat will you do if you know tmr is de last day of your life?
do extreme sports and bullcrap tat might kill myself

and tats about it lol

=(

2008-06-05T21:40:00.000+08:00
sad face =(
one day b4 i got to go to malaysia, i really dont wanna go =( i already miss her like hell and its only the day b4 saaaaaaaaaaaaaaad face =( but i guess she probably wants me to have as much fun as i can over there, so ill try my best =]

went to bugis bout 2 days ago but i was too bummed out to blog bout it. went there with $20 and like nothing else. saw baby at band camp, but she was busy. so we took a train to i dunno i think city hall or sumthing? and then we went to the HMV CD shop cuz azri said there were vintage blink CDs there and holy shit there were! there was like the 3rd ever album tat was made by blink, and its probably like 10 yrs old or sumthing, seriously. tat shop had all the albums tat i thought never would've appeared in s'pore like boxcar race and plus 44, dam lol tats frikin awesome, gonna be visiting tat place more often =]

after tat we went to check out guitars at peninsula and they were pretty cool, too bad they didnt really have any of the guitars i wanted and most of em were like $700++ =( i guess ill have to start saving up for a bass or get a job. well afterwards they had to go to the mosque so i waited outside for azri and nabil and haikal for like i dunno bout 15 mins? and i saw like this huge grp of japs, they talked funny =P so then since nabil was hungry we headed for mcdonalds and bought stuff and ate it and then went to bugis. lol at first we wanted to get shirts or sumthing but then azri was like, hey guys y dont u buy leather wristbands then we'll all have 1. then we were like kk cool! so we each bought 1 and i guess ill be wearing it like ALL the time now! =] cost me $12 though =( played nabils psp and played gta liberty city stories and did loads of dumb shit, laughed so hard at tat =D

anyways today i had npcc stuff and first thing i got was a scolding from sir cuz me and foo yong skipped shooting com. for class stuff but seriously, i frikin told him but noooo he didnt listen, and now i have to write an apology letter and get my parents to write a parents letter. wtf. nvm then. had leadership training crap today, was pretty awesome, the hall was air conditioned! =O but it made me all sleepy and stuff =/ had drill session first, was kinda tiring but at least it woke me up, was like uber sleepy today x.X after tat we had lunch and then we went to the lectures! god it was like soooooooooooooo boring, id rather watch rice cook lol but eventually everyone pulled thru and then we had like charades and bullshit like tat and we won! 25 - 23 =DD grp A ftw! ended up really really drenched cuz it started raining like really heavily got scolded for being drenched when i reached home, but ah who cares right?

gonna miss baby sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo dam much when im overseas =( hopefully i can meet her and say goodbye 2moro or something, tat would be nice =] i guess tats about wat happened for like the past 2 days i guess. will post more soon, oh yea and ill be back on monday night. yea u heard me =] cya!

P.s. I love you